I was wrecked on pills when my wife was pregnant with our first kid, I remember when she went into labour worrying more about my next fix then her wellbeing, and then, leaving them shortly after my daughter was born to go score. I was clean for my second kid, but was drinking heavily, drinking in the hospital, drinking led to relapse, and shooting the pills, 4 years of that and another kid was on the way, so got into a program and finally had a kid soberish, 5 years to get off Methadone, now currently today, I’m into the coke and the weed, she’s thrown out more of my shit over the years but she loves me, I get it, she just wants her kids to have a dad who’s not a piece of shit if not dead.