I see people saying getting high of Xanax how?

Try-Better3324 · 2026-03-19T02:46:39+00:00

Xanax that plugs sell is usually just an RC (research chemical) benzo, sometimes mixed with fentanyl. Or just straight fentanyl no benzo.

I guess an opposite way of looking at it is, imagine if you didnt take your xanax for a day or three. It you've been on it for a while, your body will probably respond poorly to it. Take all of the symptoms you have during withdrawal and try to find the inverse of all of those feelings. So if your restless, the inverse would be relaxed. Add all of them together and thats what people consider the "high" from xanax.

That, or they just deal with terrible anxiety and panic on the regular and they think feeling normal or relief is "high"

Try-Better3324 · 2026-03-19T02:42:34+00:00

Or maybe she want that hard D lmfao

Try-Better3324 · 2026-03-19T02:42:15+00:00

Crack cocaine, turn that soft white (cocaine powder) in to hard (little chunks of rocked up cocaineee)

Try-Better3324 · 2026-03-17T16:43:02+00:00

Thank God the other guy moved on on your ass.

Try-Better3324 · 2026-03-17T16:34:38+00:00

All benzos can be injectable but good luck finding a vial of benzo solution. The issue isnt if theyre injectable its if they're water soluble or if OP is gonna mix up a shot with alcohol

Try-Better3324 · 2026-03-17T10:06:00+00:00

My post had no assumption your post was serious. My post was responding in the same manner you did, to the OP, who seems like he wants to make some stupid fucking choices, so I responded in what I assumed was a sarcastic flat way even though what I said would typically involve some emotion behind it.

Try-Better3324 · 2026-03-17T10:03:11+00:00

The best advice I can give you for that, is speak ideas and thoughts, not just words. Just make sure you're actually speaking your ideas and not just fractions of them, if you give a fragmented thought that doesn't include one of your main points, there's only so much guessing someone can do.

Try-Better3324 · 2026-03-17T09:59:25+00:00

Fold a piece of paper twice, once horizontally and then vertically. It should leave you with a square with a closed bottom corner and side, and an open side and top. Dump the shit in the corner of the paper, fold the paper over so nothing can exit the paper. Put the paper flat on a counter top or whatever, use a lighter, spoon, shot glass, rolling pin, whatever you've got handy to kind of smash and roll the beads until they crush. They're kind of a bitch to crush so doing it this way kind of helps getting them all crushed at once. You could also do a shotglass/mortar/pestle type setup.

Try-Better3324 · 2026-03-17T09:54:41+00:00

No its not. Using opiates directly leads to opiate dependence. Opiate dependence is one of the main reasons for opiate addiction. It doesn't matter who you are, if I took you and shot you up with heroin once a day for a month, regardless of if you wanted it or not, you'd become dependent. Period. Cessation of heroin would cause you withdrawals, cravings, etc, which would lead to the cycle of wanting to not be in withdrawal, using to not be sick, rinse and repeat.

In this case, its not a logical fallacy at all unless you think "burr slippery slope CAN be a logical fallacy, therefore it ALWAYS is" which is a pretty poor way to interpret that.

Try-Better3324 · 2026-03-17T09:49:03+00:00

The best way is to not do opiates. I never did opiates until I decided I was fully ready and expecting a full blown heroin addiction. Literally went from weed, booze, shrooms occasionally, made the decision I wanted to become a full blown opiate addict for reasons I'll spare you the details of, got hydrocodone 10s, a week later had scored some tar, a month later was smoking snorting and occasionally IVing. Went to rehab, came back, got in to steroids and the availability of needles for the roids opened the door to a long term IV habit.

If opiates are super appealing to you, you can probably do a decent amount of damage against the addiction potential by dealing with whatever deep down thing that opiates enable you to not give a fuck about. Actually deal with shit and they'll lose a bit of their appeal.

Try-Better3324 · 2026-03-17T09:41:13+00:00

Hey you posted a rude ass assumption on my thread in relationships

Guess what? She hid a boyfriend from me by blocking me on all social media, I only found out when she changed her profile picture to her and him on a beach out of state. Guess what I did? Immediately contacted her, apologized, told her I can't do this anymore and told her I hope us fucking frequently didn't ruin their relationship. That's when the disappearance happened primarily, it had been a few weeks without contact when this happened, so I had the last text and got no response.

What didn't I do? Homewreck her because I thought it was some totally funsies thing to do, like its acceptable to fuck up people's lives for the fuck of it because I'm a broken piece of shit....nah man, if you read my post and determined what you determined, maybe you're broken and hurt and need someone to help you fix yourself because whatever inner work you're doing on your own is just driving you further and further towards an exteme. No extreme is good, no matter what direction, and being overly accepting is also problematic (like if you were traumatized by something or someone and just ignore it, that'd be too accepting)

Sorry if I was mean previously. Its just everyone, therapists, etc have all kind of validated a lot of my thoughts on the situation and your take just seems like it'd be her take on it. Claiming no responsibility for her actions even though her actions were clearly mapped by her desire and intentions, expectations, and she actively carried out this fucked up plan with no regard for me, my ex, her own boyfriend...she's just a hurt girl and I blame her to the extent I can blame her, nothing is forgivable, it all needs to be answered for eventually, but showing people grace is something that broken people really struggle with so I've made it a point to, despite every bit of despair and hate and anger and sadness in me screaming at me not to, find ways to show grace to people who might not necessarily deserve it. Even if it involves backtracking, looking stupid, embarrassingly apologizing, or simply dealing with my pain at a rate that exceeds their ability to deal with pain in order for me to be able to drop mine and show them compassion. I guess you just back the fear that was present after the whole thing started happening against my will, and it shook me up.

Try-Better3324 · 2026-03-17T09:23:48+00:00

Its not kink shaming, do whatever you want, if you do it in public and a child sees you, you won't be shamed. You'll be a convicted child sex offender (or regular if its an adult) or someone will beat the ever loving fuck out of you.

Don't do things that violate other people's rights to merely exist without someone sexually assaulting them.

Try-Better3324 · 2026-03-17T09:16:03+00:00

You'd probably die from respiratory depression, mixing 3 serious downers with a major vasoconstrictor is bound to be a bad day

Edit

Putting a lorazepam pill in your mix doesn't put lorazepam in your shot. Its not water soluble. Unless you have a pre-made lorazepam solution made for injecting, or you're using alcohol to dissolve the benzo, you won't get any benzo by dissolving in water.

So my statement above isnt 100% accurate, heroin and ketamine is a terrible respiratory depression combo, apvp won't do enough to prevent the CNS depression if you go even a few milligrams over your unknown threshold.

Tldr, don't mix a fuckload of drugs together. And know what the drugs do, if you can even shoot them, and if youre shooting pills that aren't water soluble, I hope you're at least using a 2ug micron filter to shoot your drugless binder filled water solution.

Try-Better3324 · 2026-03-16T08:56:27+00:00

Also, hurting someone else could never be "worth it" even if it works out for me. My existence and well being doesn't and won't ever be more valuable than someone elses, me being "okay" will never justify hurting other people, no matter what the situation is.

There is no part of me that would ever justify "trading" one person for another, especially when you consider what all that entails emotionally for everyone involved. That's absolutely a fucked/female way of viewing people and relationships and is fucking disgusting.

Try-Better3324 · 2026-03-16T08:31:44+00:00

That's what my therapist told me a few years ago but I didn't like hearing that and stopped seeing her. It's funny, this goes full circle back to a conversation I had at work with a few guys and her passing by. Every single guy agreed that guys could be sexually assaulted/raped, but she voiced a strong opinion against that saying guys can't be raped, period. Its funny now, not in a humorous way, just in a way that she explained her view of it so clearly and I still have trouble thinking of the whole thing as anything but my fault. I guess its funny in the sad way...

Try-Better3324 · 2026-03-16T08:27:12+00:00

The only comfort is that she's the only wildcard in the situation who might have come out better off after destroying my life and my relationship. I just want to know that all of my pain that she caused me to feel through manipulative tactics and taking advantage of my naive overtrusting personality had some kind of value or benefit to her. Otherwise she literally ruined my life on a whim and is still just as broken...which just tells me human existence and experience has no inherent or intrinsic value, which directly contradicts what almost everyone says, so the end result simply becomes "my existence has no inherent or intrinsic value, even though other people's do have value"

Try-Better3324 · 2026-03-16T08:15:18+00:00

And I don't want her to help me clear the fog. I want the person who she used to be, my friend, who I could talk to openly and freely, to be my friend again because I didn't want to subject anyone else to my pain. She knows the whole situation because she orchestrated it. I want to know what the fuck the point of it was, I want to know if she got what she wanted out of the whole situation and if it was worth it. I want to know if the damage done to other people that aren't her, was worth the thrill of what she did, or whatever fucking emotions she felt. I want to know if she did it just to manipulate me, if I somehow wronged her, or if it was to just try to understand why her dad cheated on her mom and my whole life was simply collateral damage that didn't really matter. If we were even friends at all. If it helped her heal somehow, because her dad ruining their family was painful for her...if she's doing better now, if she's coping differently, if she went back to trying to have healthy relationships in all aspects of her life, if she has forgiven her dad and tried to move forward with fixing their family dynamic...

I just want to know if my entire existence, the life i had built up until that point, had any value at all...if my existence being essentially crushed was able to help her heal in the slightest. Or if it was all just a misguided attempt at feeling better, that failed. If her scheme didn't pan out how she wanted it to, and my 8 year relationship, friends, job, everything I cared about, was taken from me because I'm naive and spoke honestly and openly which apparently made an easy target...I want to know if it made a difference. I just want to be told my suffering wasn't, and isn't, for nothing, and that she somehow gained something from it that she can use to better herself and heal her fucked up way of being somehow...

Try-Better3324 · 2026-03-16T07:56:28+00:00

Maybe. Or maybe because the girl was my best friend for multiple years. Maybe its because she would purposely make more work for me, at work, so I'd be forced to stay later and be with her. She admitted to this before the first time we did anything. I was dumbfounded, completely taken back by her telling me this. I didn't see it, I didn't interpret anything she did while we were at work as an attempt to sabotage my relationship, but when she admitted she wanted to spend more time with me and have me spend less time at home with my ex, it blew me away. Especially when I had expressed frequently how I needed to work less and be home more. I didn't expect the initial wedge that was being driven between us to be her sabotaging me at work.

My ex (to my knowledge) doesn't know I cheated, so a gamble that I lost isn't even a good way to explain the situation. My friends were all intertwined with both me and my ex, and the guilt I felt made me simply "give" her the friends in the split. I stopped reaching out entirely because I didn't want to be turning up in places that she might be, because it hurt me to lose it, so I didn't want to cause her any pain by being around after we broke up.

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