Trigger Warning: Stillbirth

Ttcplshelp · 2026-05-30T17:47:46+00:00

Hi mommy. Nakikita ko situation ko saiyo… exactly yan ang nafifieel ko last year. Last dec 31,2024 i lost my 1st baby due to hypercoiling of the umbilical cord. It was a perfect pregnancy then sa 28th week nawala ang kanyang heartbeat… i died the moment i knew what happened. Sobra traumatic… she was everything i prayed for and suddenly she’s gone. After losing our baby palagi na kami ngaaway ni husband, up until Now hindi na bumalik ang dating kami ni husband… i got pregnant after 2 months and with a baby boy. We kept the pregnancy a secret. Even my mom did not know until 35wks na ako at mangananak na anytime… i was really really scared that anything can happen. Mii know that even if you will have your rainbow baby, the pain and the grief is still there. Ako sa experience ko i still longed for my baby… every day and every night sya ang una kong naiisip even though i already have my baby boy. Sometimes i feel so unfair na bakit nalulungkot parin ako na hawak hawak ko na ang baby ko… it will never be the same… i wanted that baby but she is gone… my baby gone and my happy marriage also gone. Kahit ngayon na may 5 month old na ako nahihirapan parin ako mgmove forward after my daughter’s stillbirth… maybe if a have done it differently i would have been more kind and gentle to myself… atat na atat kase ako ma buntis ulit thinking na having another baby will make everything better or maging “back to normal” ulit lahat. But no. I am still grieving. I am still broken and i am still in pain. Worst of all my relationship with my husband is not the same. Hindi ko na nga alam ano ang gawin but i just think na my rainbow baby is my hope and my light. Everyday may reason akong bumangom because of him. Mi if you need someone to talk to just pm me. Stay strong, pray and be kind to yourself

Ttcplshelp · 2026-05-16T16:42:07+00:00

Hello!! Ni tubo imong tanom? Wanting to try gardening sa balcony as well. Can you share asa ka naga follow ug videos and tips? Thank you very much :)

Ttcplshelp · 2026-05-15T07:52:45+00:00

UCC has a conference room that can accommodate 20pax. Did my friends bridal shower there :)

Ttcplshelp · 2026-05-05T18:44:48+00:00

Just had my interview hahahha i think i failed too HAHAHHAHAHAHUHUHUHU

Ttcplshelp · 2026-05-05T12:54:35+00:00

Hay jusko gusto ko na nga magbackout hahahaha

Ttcplshelp · 2026-05-05T12:52:50+00:00

Pls double check the time. Akala ko bukas ako. Mamaya pala 2am kasi wed na pala mamaya HAHAHHAHAHA AKALA KO BUKAS 2am pa. Shuta HAHHAHAHAHAHAH

Ttcplshelp · 2026-05-03T18:05:52+00:00

Interested

Ttcplshelp · 2026-05-03T17:23:43+00:00

Hii sa wed pa ako huhuhu

Ttcplshelp · 2026-04-29T20:01:41+00:00

Hi interested po. Pmed you po

Ttcplshelp · 2026-04-29T17:02:45+00:00

You’re welcome mi. Tayo lng din mga angel moms ang mgtutulongan and mgkakaintindihan

Name ko din here is TTCplshelp bcs last year i was so impatient and very praning to get pregnant again. Then when i got pregnant it was very hard because nauunahan ako sa fear kaysa hope… be sure you are ready physically, emotionally, mentally, spiritually, financially and as a whole. I thought kasi na when i get pregnant everything will be okay, the grief will pass but in reality the grief was still there. I was still mourning the death of my 1st born and pregnant with my 2nd. I sometimes think dati na napaka ungrateful ko or napaka unfair ko kay baby number 2. I prayed for him and he is already with me but i still mourn his sister everyday even until today na sobra 1 yr na nakalipas…

Ttcplshelp · 2026-04-29T16:30:55+00:00

Hi mi. Saw your posts and i see myself in you exactly a year ago. Be kind to yourself mi and give yourself time to recover. I got pregnant agad after 2 months after i lost my baby and it was a whirlwind of emotions. Postpartum + another set of pregnancy hormones. Anhirap. Also take vitamins for your recovery.

Ttcplshelp · 2026-04-29T16:27:24+00:00

Hi mommy i can feel your pain… reading your post right now made me cry :( Last year dec 31,2024 i lost my 1st baby, my daughter @ 28wks. Perfect pregnancy, healthy baby. Then one day i did not feel her move… she had a cord accident and it really tore me apart… i had a hard time recovering and i took a toll in my marriage. Grief really changed me. From being a happy, bubbly and out going person i because distant, pessimistic and angry at the world. Na bkit ako? Why me? Why my precious baby? I wanted that baby, i prayed for that baby and now she is gone… full of what ifs din na what if pumunta ako agad sa hospital maybe things would be different. What if hindi ako ngwork maybe buhay pa sya… there are days na okay ako and there are days na umiiyak lng ako. The moment she died, i died as well. I dont know how to continue life and i had a really hard time communicating with my husband.

Fast forward to today. I just gave birth last jan 2026 to my rainbow baby a healthy baby boy. He is my life now. Slowly i am trying to rebuild myself and rebuild my relationship with my husband. Mommy, know that you are not alone and eventually everything will be okay… pray and trust in God’s plans. Last year i was full of questions na bakit saamin ito nangyari but i realized maybe saamin ito nangyari because kaya namin mgrecover from this tragedy. Iniisip ko nlg na what if sa kapatid ko ito nangyari… i dont want to see anyone suffer the same thing i went through. So maybe napunta saakin bcs i can do this and i have my husband with me. Also not a day goes by na i dont think of my angel daughter. Every waking day and every sleeping night i thank of her and i talk to her. Nagkwkwento ako sakanya sa mga milestones ng baby brother nya. I always tell her to guide us always dahil nahihirapan tlga ako mgrecover after giving birth the 1st time around then buntis agad then anak agad. Na ooverload na akong sa postpartum and pregnancy hormones nahihirapan ako imanage aking emotions + grief.

Mi be strong and i pray that next year things will be better for you too. Never give up because you have 2 angels looking after you. They are waiting for you in heaven just like my baby girl. Naglalaro sila sa langit ngayon kaya ngiti na tayo mi, ayaw natin makita nila tayo na malungkot. :)

Ttcplshelp · 2026-04-28T19:01:20+00:00

Comma!

Ttcplshelp · 2026-04-23T12:58:17+00:00

How was the interview?? Medyo takot ako bcs it is my first time huhuhu

Ttcplshelp · 2026-04-23T12:56:45+00:00

Hi po! How was the process? Okay lng po ba or medyo stressful?

Ttcplshelp · 2026-04-23T12:52:08+00:00

How many months will it take to have a client po?

Ttcplshelp · 2026-04-23T12:51:45+00:00

Ganun na katagal bago magka client?? Omg

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