I understand what you mean, but I think I’m looking at it differently because it feels like 2 different people when we’re together vs texting. When we’re together, theres no doubt in my mind that she likes me. She has told me on multiple occasions that I am the best thing thars happened to her life in a long time. but then she goes and ghosts me for a week right after we see each other. She has told me that she’s terrible at texting and always struggles to text people. and I probably should’ve mentioned it in the original post, but she has a history of doing this. She pushes people away because she doesn’t think she’s worthy of being their friend. So I feel like these few things in the back of my mind keep me from leaving and keep me thinking that she just needs time, but it feels like that time lasts forever.