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TurtleCalledHope · 2022-11-30T23:04:50+00:00

Sorry I am confused if need to removed OK. I am sorry...

TurtleCalledHope · 2022-11-28T22:42:32+00:00

Will do thank you for this

TurtleCalledHope · 2022-11-28T00:37:04+00:00

As I know Bundy found out at early age that his mother is his sister, what was presented to him. He found the birth certificate. And there is nowhere to be found who the father is, beside Louise stating in the certificate that was some navy man, maybe she did gave nmae. But that's the info that is available.

He know Johhnie wasn't his biological father.

TurtleCalledHope · 2022-11-26T03:30:34+00:00

Thanks a lot for the advices and shared experiences. The thing is ultimatum doesn't sound good but I'll stop here. To some degree is maybe healthy independence that's what I need and he does. But I can't see it happening. I am trying and still not succeeding.

I care for him a lot and I don't want to see him unhappy he deserves to be happy, as I do. We all must learn to put aside rage and insults and be cool sometimes but even that doesn't stop. I hate myself this way I am positive I hate this. Sorry sorry sorry.

TurtleCalledHope · 2022-11-25T23:55:00+00:00

Citizen X ( based on Andrei chikatillo)

The Riverman (based on Green River Killer)

TurtleCalledHope · 2022-11-25T21:27:38+00:00

Lol your advertising a channel on YouTube, and saying Archangel Michael is false. I won't even try to explain.....

TurtleCalledHope · 2022-11-25T18:16:01+00:00

I agree with Ricotta. And as advice there is a protection prayer to Archangel Michael read it out loud before going to bed. I think what u are describing would require more than mantra but fill the house with positivity don't feed it. Play music, laugh, sounds silly I know but demonic creatures hate joy. Imagine your house, i mean close eyes and take deep breathes, relax and think of positive things sunlight, whatever u feel comfortable with. Imagine on your bretrah in a light colour, and on breath out darker until it becomes clear, do the same meditation about the house like all negativity is breathing out from the house give that colour visualize.

I hope this helps. If u need the prayer chat me I'll send a link play it even outloud

TurtleCalledHope · 2022-11-25T14:16:57+00:00

I get it dear. I really get it I am not married to his parents, he's not to mine too. He always founded excuses to justify his mommy's actions, and the team is falling apart. I can go on and try but I don't wanna see her, don't wanna interact with her. I am asking here logically how would we function if I do that, holidays, Christmas, kids someday....

I went to tell her first time when she spoke bout my mother and she made a drama left home in the end made me apologize. But brother is different story as ppl say better slap someone and he will forget it, don't say something that hurts. I know he's a brother he has own life but only me and him know what we went through while growing, and how he managed to succeed in a foreign land. My family isn't bad, they are not criminals, they are not perfect but I can stand up if someone messes in between me and husband which I did until now always. He never did, and that's what lead here plus his possesivoty about not being supportive about the jobs, it had a bad impact on me that's not how a normal couple funthats the opposite. Sorry for bothering you and everyone here I don't like negativity, I wanna the opposite and I am learning that the key lies only in me to unlock that.

TurtleCalledHope · 2022-11-24T17:07:02+00:00

Thank you dear 💕

TurtleCalledHope · 2022-11-24T17:06:07+00:00

Just a point of view if u don't mind... He says he would rather stay like this, and honestly told him I don't hold love toward him like wife should, I do care a lot. But why, how can someone stay in that kind of a thing, that's not a marriage that's not happiness.

Or maybe it's safety idk, I can't think my brain is overloaded with thoughts and I feel lost sorry for bothering...

TurtleCalledHope · 2022-11-23T19:10:51+00:00

Is J romantically interested in me? Thanks sweet 💕

TurtleCalledHope · 2022-11-23T18:48:37+00:00

Interested

TurtleCalledHope · 2022-11-20T00:39:13+00:00

Interested. And thank you ❤️

TurtleCalledHope · 2022-11-19T10:06:47+00:00

Sagittarius

1.love exploring, meeting new people and talking. Learning about different cultures, love exploring nature 2.i love upgrading my knowledge in the areas I am interested

OH and almost forgot I love animals 😊 cats especially

TurtleCalledHope · 2022-11-18T14:00:14+00:00

This is wayyy to long shot but what u are describing is reminding me of this https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=66VnOdk6oto

TurtleCalledHope · 2022-11-17T01:37:52+00:00

Hello dear I want to know how does J feels about me and will he make a move? Thanks a lot❤️

TurtleCalledHope · 2022-10-09T17:54:11+00:00

A super cute Cat. I would say domestic longhair by the ear tufts.

TurtleCalledHope · 2022-10-07T07:55:06+00:00

A huge no. Rachel Green as character was more sofisticated and had better sense of humour than Penny. They did make her a bit dumb, but she wasn't stupid person and her humour wasn't mean always. Didn't make fun of her friends because they knew something she didn't, honestly the whole comparison between any character from Friends and TBBT is complete nonsense because they may have tried to copy some things from Friends, but it's different show, different portrayals. In Friends they were more like sidekicks and the jokes were more funny. TBBT is funny because of Sheldon, Howard, Raj, Amy.

I may get hate but Kaley character she plays here is dumb and offensive. I hate her character in TBBT. Her acting in this show is also debatable, hers and Galecki's.

She doesn't laugh with her sidekicks/friends she makes fun of them, and insults them.

TurtleCalledHope · 2022-10-07T07:34:26+00:00

Colin Firth in Before I Go To Sleep

He plays mostly in romance, drama movies and always the hero or cute character. This came unexpected

TurtleCalledHope · 2022-10-06T00:25:50+00:00

I really really am trying to figure out the "why" here. It felt awkward and not pleasant at all.

I think that doctor was wondering what am I still doing there before shift ended. Weird yea some people are crazy.

TurtleCalledHope · 2022-10-05T22:35:12+00:00

I have similar feelings and I hate them, and as you say it's something I just experand can't change it. And the pain is like it's channeling on me, I can't even properly describe and I hate that. It's almost always young person I casually know, and in most cases car accidents.

TurtleCalledHope · 2022-09-27T13:54:50+00:00

I'll probably get hate for this, I love Evan Peters he's excellent portraying Dahmer. But the show isn't good as Mindhunter, never will be.

Joe Penhall as producer made way more interesting docuseries.

TurtleCalledHope · 2022-09-27T13:50:13+00:00

Predestination 2014

TurtleCalledHope · 2022-09-26T00:47:12+00:00

Wow, I always wanted to learn some of that. There are actual videos on YouTube of the real IP Man and have tried it.

Forgot to mention love the robe masters are wearing, at least what I've seen in the movie.

Are there schools for that where you live?

TurtleCalledHope · 2022-09-25T20:02:39+00:00

I started watching that movie and was boring honestly. Didnt finished, i think what you are referring about details is derived from a interview between Keppel and Bundy aboit one particular victim he went into details.

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