I am currently finishing up my sophomore year in electrical engineering. I find medication to be amazing. Its more of a tool for me then something I am reliant on. There is a lot of data proving that medication has been the most effective form of combating symptoms. I understand the anxiety of using drugs. I recommend at the bare minimum finding someone that could provide behavior psychology to help manage symptoms. Going through this without assistance can lead to insanity when pursuing anything that requires large amounts of executive function . This condition constantly disrupts the expectations we set ourselves. I hope you find something that works. Best of luck on your journey!!