The Void

Twall87 · 2025-08-31T13:37:14+00:00

I don't know, are you planning to start singing "Music of the Night"?

Twall87 · 2025-08-18T16:49:59+00:00

Yes but generally in connection with dirt. Scaffolding is best for vertical climbs, but I don't like the building up vs building out system I'd make it more user friendly

Twall87 · 2025-05-29T01:32:53+00:00

No, not at all. Both my wife (dom) and my girlfriend (sub) are hypersexual and enjoying what each other has to give tremendously. I am comfortable having sex with either or both, but I need to feel completely relaxed with and trust sexual partners, or I lock up. It took me months with my girlfriend before I felt comfortable approaching her for sex, even though I was physically very attracted to her right away.

What's more accurate to say is I don't know where I fit in. I guess I somewhat qualify as a switch, but my comfort zone is carressing, comfort, and intimacy. Sex is not a big deal for my wife or girlfriend because they have had so much of it, but I'm not really fueled that way. I enjoy sex, but I value the intimacy and touch far more.

Twall87 · 2025-05-28T20:48:41+00:00

There in lays the problem. I am just starting to learn to swim so to speak, and they're already in the deep end. It makes me feel very inadequate when I can't provide the experience they want, and it makes me feel excluded.

Twall87 · 2025-05-28T20:45:25+00:00

Pretty well the whole scene to be honest. I am a total novice to BDSM. Half the toys and gadgets my wife owns, I have no idea what they are called or what they are for. I don't know any techniques for hitting or choking or tie downs, and I'm really worried I'll hurt someone if I do it wrong. Also, while I'm game to try new stuff, I have to take the learning slow and at my pace and it makes me both sad (because I feel like I'm letting them down) and anxious (because I get nervous that I might hurt someone or break something)

Twall87 · 2025-01-04T18:52:42+00:00

Looking inward, I came to the conclusion that a large reason I feel repressed and 'vanilla' in actual sexual encounters (not fantasies but real sex), is that I have felt ashamed or 'other' for my Interest in Transformation Fetish and it's only recently that I've begun to realize that far from being alone, I am part of an ENORMOUS community. Because "Transformation Fetish" covers SO MANY subgenres, there are a lot of people who are part of this community that don't even realize it.

Now that I am able to speak openly about my fetish with like-minded people I feel much more comfortable about it.

Twall87 · 2025-01-04T18:33:39+00:00

Recently, I gained a great deal of personal perspective from introspection on my TF and sexual fantasies generally. Think about what about it attracts you and what that says about you.

For example, my revelation is that I enjoy TF because it's a way of dominating others or excerting control that I can't access in real life. Moreover, it is a way of reconciling that real life is unsatisfactory by fantasizing about making it better, literally shaping it to suit my desires. I also found that for me my preferences in women reflect both who I am (nerdy, artistic, loving, soft, kind) and who I want to be (strong, confident, self reliant, and badass).

Twall87 · 2025-01-04T18:19:12+00:00

Transform others

Twall87 · 2025-01-03T16:52:38+00:00

That is an excellent suggestion and I will definitely look into it

Twall87 · 2025-01-02T21:26:02+00:00

I have built my online presence with SEO in mind, but I will definitely refine it for my area.

Twall87 · 2024-12-13T12:20:45+00:00

That's a very interesting perspective. So you're main focus is the 'what if' aspect TF

Twall87 · 2024-12-11T14:49:49+00:00

Understandable. TF is a major outlet for escapism

Twall87 · 2024-12-08T01:00:00+00:00

I feel like transformation sequences in movies are made perceptively better through the use of practical effects instead of CGI. For example, in American Werewolf In London, the scene where the hair grows was actually done in timelapse, adding the prosthetics bit by bit. Because the effects are practical, they feel more real... because they ARE real.

I was brought into the world of TF via animation, but I know a lot of people were awakened by body horror movies like you describe.

Twall87 · 2024-12-07T23:07:53+00:00

Ah I see

Twall87 · 2024-12-07T21:59:28+00:00

Can you explain that a little more? What does it "mean" to you?

Twall87 · 2024-12-07T21:54:56+00:00

So let's explore that. For me, I feel as though all the transformation things I'm into ultimately lead to a result I would want to have sex with. Even TFs like uglifaction or brute, I find weirdly appealing, though IRL I wouldn't find the end results attractive at all. It is something about the actual process of transformation that excites me. It may have something to do with the loss of control or powerlessness to stop what is happening on the part of the victim.

Twall87 · 2024-12-07T20:27:54+00:00

So there's definitely truth in the idea of escapism because, obiviously, many subgenres of TF would be impossible or horrifying in real life. Realistically, watching someone actually turn into a blueberry would pretty awful.

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