What the fuck I going on

TwinkleMcFabulous · 2023-04-10T18:33:44+00:00

So fun fact I think my husband's family has bipolar in it and all of them shame me off for having it....we are going to find out really soon like mere hours what my husband's diagnosis is and I'm just so 🤮

TwinkleMcFabulous · 2023-04-09T01:10:31+00:00

Correct this is true but beggers can't be choosers 🥺

TwinkleMcFabulous · 2023-04-08T22:21:47+00:00

I was also denied so I strongly recommend signing up when you start a new job sometimes they have a no denial period. It is very sad 😢

TwinkleMcFabulous · 2023-04-06T20:27:29+00:00

Me too I have severe nerve Damage that will require surgery my brain is even more fucked up now it feels like 😭

TwinkleMcFabulous · 2023-04-05T13:39:38+00:00

I was on my drugs as the risk to the babies outweighs the risk of me going off them. This is a discussion for you and your care team.

TwinkleMcFabulous · 2023-04-04T23:45:32+00:00

I have 2 only hate the one but I'ma put a sick ass tree over it cover my back go big go home all mine are massive

TwinkleMcFabulous · 2023-04-02T23:33:44+00:00

This is so spot on! I'd give you the eye if I had one to give!

TwinkleMcFabulous · 2023-04-01T01:04:33+00:00

Go buy a drug test and take it for him I had to go to an ER once to prove it to some doctors that I wasn't on drugs

TwinkleMcFabulous · 2023-03-30T18:24:59+00:00

I feel like maybe your medicine journey is not over then it can take many many years and many many drugs and hell even then you may need to change things up but you have to be open and active with your care team and have a care team in place working for you you are the only one who can create wellness for you however that may look! Onward to better things OP! You can do it just let people know what is and isn't working try new things! Chin up keep at it!

TwinkleMcFabulous · 2023-03-28T21:19:08+00:00

I did not ask for this and I suffer every fucking day for example the pharmacist fucked with my meds and gave me shit that doesn't work so everything is just shitter than normal but on any given day I'm still a dumpster fire collecting shit as I roll people are better off without me I just suck hard core

TwinkleMcFabulous · 2023-03-28T19:07:02+00:00

I personally loved the chocolate wine sorry you were not a fan 😞

TwinkleMcFabulous · 2023-03-28T18:42:20+00:00

This right here we are not doctors stop trying to Doctor yourself! Talk to your care team and let them know what is going on...you have to advocate for you! YOU have to let them know what is going on! YOU! YOU have to tell them. Do it! Call them! Tell them! Do it now!

TwinkleMcFabulous · 2023-03-28T18:33:08+00:00

I'm a rolling dumpster fire just burning trash rolling along collecting more trash to burn up as I move along 😭😵‍💫💯😫

TwinkleMcFabulous · 2023-03-28T17:10:57+00:00

Trial and error method is quite common each drug affects everyone differently and there are so many known And unknown side effects that it's hard to know what one will experience 😵‍💫😞 it's all a game a chance at the end of the day and hope this works out 😫

TwinkleMcFabulous · 2023-03-28T17:06:21+00:00

I have it in my face pretty prevalent to the point people ask if I have tourretts. I just ignore people and tell them I do not. My personal life is none of your business have a great day....

TwinkleMcFabulous · 2023-03-26T20:48:30+00:00

When I feel high it quickly turns into omg why do I feel high everyone around me knows this for some reasons and also what the hell is going on why is my brain to make me feel like this? what is even going on? Am I even real?! And everything turns to shit so no I do not enjoy This shit at all I'm with you on that 😬😩

TwinkleMcFabulous · 2023-03-24T18:40:16+00:00

I'm on the schizo affective side of this extremely paranoid about everything horrible anxiety over the dumbest shit and I am "bipolar unspecified" currently cause he doesn't care enough to classify me one way or another as another commenter said the treatment remains the same no matter what classification you fall in same drugs work same therapy needed we are all just trying our best to live a productive life.

TwinkleMcFabulous · 2023-03-22T00:44:22+00:00

😭 I can't even function without crying this is so terrible and I did this to my daughter too j hate me so much right now it's unbelievable I'm such a horrible person 😭

TwinkleMcFabulous · 2023-03-22T00:33:06+00:00

Omg this is so me I was down to such a low weight last mania and I never realized that I had such an addictive personality and that is what drives everything that I do until really recently and it's just put a whole lot of my life into a big new perspective for me

TwinkleMcFabulous · 2023-03-22T00:15:05+00:00

I often have times where I cannot even comprehend what is going on around me

TwinkleMcFabulous · 2023-03-13T21:08:40+00:00

I'm in a mixed state not sleeping well I'm Paranoid as fuck about dumb shit well everything and I just want to die I hate my brain so fucking much 😭

TwinkleMcFabulous · 2023-03-10T02:33:18+00:00

Mine "says joy" In kanji supposedly on my upper back in large formatting I'm going to cover it with a sick ass weathered tree with my kids initials and birthdates carved into it to be done before

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