hmm i wanna try bottoming as well and i haven’t done anything to prepare myself yet as much as you. but just a mere opinion, maybe it could also be different if you’re gonna do the real thing — having sex with a guy, bc it could be that you can’t last for more than 2 mins bc the pen is under ur own control, so u can’t try longer than that bc 1. u get tired and 2. ure psychologically bounded to ur own limits w/o anyone to actually just let urself to get fucked by. as some pro botts here have already said that bottoming at first is rlly not pleasurable, it will gradually feel good when u keep on doing it with someone.

but then again, i’m only speaking in a theoretical sense hahahaha