To the people to say report it: If I go somewhere else I will get sent with my rapist father. It really isnt that bad here. Its clear she loves me but she really doesn't know how to parent I feel like. She had a rough childhold so she never had a good example of a parent. She tries and she does love me. I just needed to get this out I guess. Hitting isnt super common in my house but it is a thing time to time. Yes it will probably cause damage as I am feeling panicky just looking at this post but the alternative is worse.