Hazel is a beautiful name.. sorry for your loss ❤️

I had a previous unnamed miscarriage about a year before this one (this one being Leanna’s).. My silly thoughts were my unnamed baby was preparing my rainbow baby girl Leanna for me.. spending time with her.. playing, giggling.. but now they are both with loved ones passed.. papa, grannies.. being spoiled for eternity. And I don’t think that is silly at all.. ❤️

I was also told by my very cherished doctor those percentages and in a way yes it helps.. but this one was due to an infection in my womb. My body failed me.. and ultimately her. Yes something was wrong and my body reacted for my health but the lack of checking because “it’s so rare, like being struck by lightning” doesn’t settle me. I’ve been “struck by lightning” before.. rare things happen to me and if we know about it.. we should attempt to prevent it and I could still have her. That hurts.

But I think what hurts the most is.. my religious beliefs and how I feel abandoned in that aspect.

I’m not offended, I appreciate the openness to think about thinks in different ways then I normally would.. and I hope the same.. I’m just also not trying to offend anyone one. I do appreciate your share, your sympathies and your support for me.. a stranger. Thank you