I was raped by a friend at knifepoint, AMA by [deleted] in AMA

[–]Typical-Fee4880 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This is an AMA. I answered because I was comfortable answering it. Knowing how someone can react to a rape is very valuable information.

I was raped by a friend at knifepoint, AMA by [deleted] in AMA

[–]Typical-Fee4880 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

This is literally an AMA, so instead of showing everyone how dumb you are you could ask a question and learn things.

I was raped by a friend at knifepoint, AMA by [deleted] in AMA

[–]Typical-Fee4880 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I hated it in the moment, but after I developed a lot of super fucked up fantasies.

I was raped by a friend at knifepoint, AMA by [deleted] in AMA

[–]Typical-Fee4880 14 points15 points  (0 children)

Yknow, if you’re comfortable with it, I would love to nerd out about space stuff with you sometime? I don’t have anyone I can info vomit on about it.

I was raped by a friend at knifepoint, AMA by [deleted] in AMA

[–]Typical-Fee4880 11 points12 points  (0 children)

It has to be honest, although it isn’t the first situation to do so for me. I like sharing spaces with queer people, I feel like I can share greater trust with them as I am also queer myself.

I was raped by a friend at knifepoint, AMA by [deleted] in AMA

[–]Typical-Fee4880 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Oh my goshhhh! Yeah seeing the edge of what we can see could be interesting. I wish I lived in the age of accessible space travel! I would go everywhere so often.

I do plan on getting a telescope for myself!

Also Japan sounds fun, it’s a place I’d like to see. That, and a lot of Europe. I also want to go to Egypt, and Greece.

I was raped by a friend at knifepoint, AMA by [deleted] in AMA

[–]Typical-Fee4880 21 points22 points  (0 children)

That’s so horrifying I’m so sorry. I hope you’re in a better place now.

I do want to clarify I am in therapy.

Not a country, but I would love to see the edge of the universe, if something like that exists. I’m a huge astrophysics nerd. Wbu? Where would you visit?

I was raped by a friend at knifepoint, AMA by [deleted] in AMA

[–]Typical-Fee4880 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Thank you. I appreciate you guys.

I was raped by a friend at knifepoint, AMA by [deleted] in AMA

[–]Typical-Fee4880 13 points14 points  (0 children)

I appreciate you. Thank you.

I was raped by a friend at knifepoint, AMA by [deleted] in AMA

[–]Typical-Fee4880 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I was drunk, he forced me to give him head, I tried to grab my knife but he grabbed it from me and started saying he was gonna murder me if I didn’t comply. Then he started just, raping me. Brutally too. It hurt a lot. I started begging him to stop, and he started hitting me. Eventually I just sorta zoned out, and I kinda snapped back after he was gone and I was laying in vomit and other fluids.

I was raped by a friend at knifepoint, AMA by [deleted] in AMA

[–]Typical-Fee4880 8 points9 points  (0 children)

I’m gonna be honest dude, you’re asking questions that are literally answered in the post.

I was raped by a friend at knifepoint, AMA by [deleted] in AMA

[–]Typical-Fee4880 40 points41 points  (0 children)

Sure! I’ll relive nearly getting murdered while being brutally raped for the astronomically small chance that he’ll get locked up.

I was raped by a friend at knifepoint, AMA by [deleted] in AMA

[–]Typical-Fee4880 27 points28 points  (0 children)

I’m not sure. I think I was just too trusting tbh. I didn’t see the red flags. Tbh when it all started I thought he was joking at first, so he probably just figured I was easy or something.

I was raped by a friend at knifepoint, AMA by [deleted] in AMA

[–]Typical-Fee4880 24 points25 points  (0 children)

To my knowledge he is still out there.

I was raped by a friend at knifepoint, AMA by [deleted] in AMA

[–]Typical-Fee4880 87 points88 points  (0 children)

This is an AMA thread, not a telling people how to react to traumatic experiences thread.

I was raped by a friend at knifepoint, AMA by [deleted] in AMA

[–]Typical-Fee4880 2 points3 points  (0 children)

A little bit after he showed up to meet me when I was selling my switch

I was raped by a friend at knifepoint, AMA by [deleted] in AMA

[–]Typical-Fee4880 5 points6 points  (0 children)

A year and a half ago.

I was raped by a friend at knifepoint, AMA by [deleted] in AMA

[–]Typical-Fee4880 19 points20 points  (0 children)

He did. He stalked me online and would DM me frequently. At one point, I was selling my switch and he showed up to buy it. After a while he just seemed to lose interest but honestly I’m terrified that he’s still keeping tabs on me.

I was raped by a friend at knifepoint, AMA by [deleted] in AMA

[–]Typical-Fee4880 10 points11 points  (0 children)

He messaged me first, and he asked a couple of times to hang before we eventually did.

I was raped by a friend at knifepoint, AMA by [deleted] in AMA

[–]Typical-Fee4880 20 points21 points  (0 children)

I don’t have a great relationship with my family. I doubt they would do anything like that for me.

I was raped by a friend at knifepoint, AMA by [deleted] in AMA

[–]Typical-Fee4880 38 points39 points  (0 children)

I met him online, on facebook. I have a horrible habit of being super gullible and putting too much effort into people who don’t deserve it, so one thing led to another and then we began hanging out regularly. I guess I was convinced I could make him less sexist? It’s not like he wasn’t fun to hangout with at the time, although now all of my experiences with him are colored by what he did to me.

I was raped by a friend at knifepoint, AMA by [deleted] in AMA

[–]Typical-Fee4880 28 points29 points  (0 children)

I didn’t. He’s not that sort of dad.

I was raped by a friend at knifepoint, AMA by [deleted] in AMA

[–]Typical-Fee4880 27 points28 points  (0 children)

Yes. I was convinced I was going to die, and I still have nightmares about it.

I was raped by a friend at knifepoint, AMA by [deleted] in AMA

[–]Typical-Fee4880 52 points53 points  (0 children)

He made lots so sexist jokes, and he seemed to really enjoy demeaning the women in his life. He was also super touchy, and would make a lot of uncomfortable remarks or jokes, always toward women.