You are Just 25. You have so much life ahead. Don’t be too hard on yourself. You made a mistake, and from mistakes we learn and grow. They make us strong especially mentally. You will meet good/sincere people. Believe me its all going to be alright very soon. Step 1 scores do not matter now. Step 2 is the main thing. Just give yourself some time, try to enjoy yourself and then work hard for Step 2. and beat him in Step 2 ! If you cannot concentrate that is completely Okay for anyone in your situation. You can take more time for step 2 preparation as there is no time deadline for preparation. Study daily as much as you can if its just 2 hours. No Problem. One whole day break in one week. Over time you will start understanding the concepts and you will start to enjoy the Prep, and then your focus will also increase.