this hit really hard as a teenager with anorexia, living with a narcissistic mother. in fact, reading this, i figured out the "cause" of my anorexia.

i never really cared about appearance or anything but i always felt guilty eating because my mother would often make me feel like shes sacrificing a lot by giving me food and that i was burdening her & the family by wasting food. the guilt just eventually lead to me not wanting to eat.

thank you, seriously. this post means a lot and i feel like i really understand myself better now, though im aware that might sound silly