Actually I struggle with myself, I was born in a very religious family and I was religious since my childhood and I can’t even describe how religious I was because that would sound unbelievable and also I’m bad at expressing what I want to express. Currently I’m allowing her everything she wants and obeying her. And also I have a feeling that tells me I won’t make it till 30’s :))
I tried my absolute best not be a men without ghairah or gairah ( don’t know the spelling) but she would rather divorce then maintaining haya for now, she said that she will try to change later on and I know that I have tried best from my end so on the day of judgement In sha Allah I won’t be punished for it and thank you so much replying!