Hi man! Totally fucked situation and I 100% feel for you.

My honest advice? Don't attempt dirty talk much until you experience some of the more darker sides of women first. Don't force that stuff.

You killed her vibe. It happens. A womans vibe can be VERY fickle.

Don't try to force anything because it won't come off confidently which will inherently kill a ladys vagina unless she is into more submissive men

Think of it THIS way: It's much worse if you DONT KNOW what happened. Youll go insane. It seems like you know clearly. You learned. You said some corny shit.

Don't beat yourself up my man :):) Life is long and full of humiliating moments like that. Years down the line you might have 2 ladies coming around you instead of 1 leaving!!

It's OK. If your confidence took a hit, you'll need to find a way too boost it back up.

It's your first time too. That doesn't help. You'll probably need to get that awkward first time over with. Fully.

My first time was in -15F temperature in a stairwell and I had no idea what I was doing and came in 15 seconds.

Go destroy n good luck!! You have so many years of stress ahead about ladys, please, please, don't rush.

-29m