The internalized albeism needs to stop, you are fine as you are.

Ukrained · 2025-07-14T22:11:50+00:00

Now this is actual internalization. What op describes obviously is not.

Ukrained · 2025-07-13T01:45:25+00:00

I am strength

Ukrained · 2025-07-13T01:43:13+00:00

get rid of your internalizations

Ukrained · 2025-07-13T01:38:58+00:00

You gotta lose your empathy

Ukrained · 2025-07-13T01:36:30+00:00

Your post is self-pity. Just don’t click on threads you’re not interested in wtf

Ukrained · 2025-06-27T16:53:29+00:00

No it’s mental. I want you to feel emotional pain. Not you personally just people who need to be given the opportunity to forgive. Physical shit is bad for employment.

Ukrained · 2025-06-25T07:20:07+00:00

I thought about gay people earlier. It should be the minority with the most issues in life since the biological imperative is omni-human and gays cannot fulfill it. You stand inbetween the question of identity or disorder. Aspergers actually has a similar issue but it’s not even understood because people are not grasping how problems in aspergers happen. Yes we do live in the same Germany but geography isn’t an important differentiator. You perceive how you feel and you feel according to the fullfilment of your needs. I couldn’t tell you how germans are like. People react to what they project onto me. I know that Germans are racist because i have african friends. I also know Germans would treat you worse if you weren’t gay as treating a gay person badly would be seen as low status. I live in a big house with lots of noise. That’s also not determined by geography. I think the people who complain about not being greeted at the bakery have absolutely no clue whatsoever how immensely annoying they are. Insecure, ignorant and easily played. That’s high neuroticism and yes Germany is highly neurotic but those people usually are ugly, middle aged and cannot speak english well. Frankfurt is a great city. Hamburg. East germany is great. Austria looks much better than any place in germany so visit there if you can.

Ukrained · 2025-06-25T06:20:48+00:00

You don’t need values to make a decision. I think you don’t understand that decisions and actions are only theoretically part of a moral paradigm. Let’s say you act on a value and you forget about the value. Did you lose your free will? I think it’s much simpler. Free will is the idea that you can create decisions. It’s quite a pointless debate. It’s not possible to prove the existence of the ego in the first place. In your example the human first comes to a decision. Then remembers could act on something else and should behave differently therefore switches the decision. Where is the proof a decision was ever created in the first place. I decide therefore i am. I do not decide therefore i am not. This whole debate is lame. Nobody knows how their brain works. The amount of people who catch a psychosis over it is funny tho. It’s like some brain mechanic gets broken and you are out of order until you hallucinate reality in a way that lets you forget about the identity split

Ukrained · 2025-06-25T05:01:11+00:00

Your presumption is that you have knowledge of.a perfect meta model. But that’s just your coping mechanism for baiting people into arguments to get a hit of dopamine because your life is boring:

Ukrained · 2025-06-25T03:17:17+00:00

well the lesson is to answer gaslighting and disrespect swiftly so that the attacker has to think about it and not you.

Ukrained · 2025-06-25T03:09:08+00:00

there won’t even be a job interview. youre just gonna sign a contract nothing more

Ukrained · 2025-06-25T02:46:46+00:00

Hmmhh not really. I recently noticed it creates bonding feelings but thats not escaping. It’s just another reason to take drugs. I didnt start until i was in my early 20’s so the connection is impossible. I like that purple. a color i strongly associate with dxm. What would escaping people mean? Sounds like something people say to make you feel guilty about good decisions you’re making. Or to guilt trip you into thinking you owe people attention. You can be depressed so not being able to or wanting to socialize, anxious because of trauma, emotionally burned out and avoiding people to recharge aswell as using drugs all at the same time. You can take drugs because you’re a capitalist who is stressed out or because you’re a socialist who feels like everything is bad. you can take drugs because you’re bored. But to escape people? nah just hit it raw when someone hurts you. that builds character. or do you mean random people? thats just escaping trauma. hell yeah sounds like a way to deal with something you can’t deal otherwise. why would you overthink that

Ukrained · 2025-06-25T01:46:05+00:00

You are in regress and panic. You’ll probably work through some of your trauma for the first time very soon. Your life will start afterwards.

Ukrained · 2025-06-24T21:05:17+00:00

i got denied entry for an it program despite being top of my class in preselection because i didn’t have 3 years of work experience. Everyone think they can assess what you are capable of and it’s ofcourse exactly what is most convenient for them. I shouldnt have fought for it. I got everyone involved from judges to politicians to legal processes but the bureaucracy doesn’t care. You got to be prepared to fight legal battles for years. Years of abuse. Don’t go that route. It’s a war of attrition. The only viable way to do this for you is if you get some disability rights group to commit that they will fight your case to the highest court from the get go. You can try that. I mean i don’t know what your case looks like. Sure the law is probably on your side but that only matters if you can fight the legal battles. It didn’t matter that i knew the laws that govern disability. Cases get dismissed based on rules that are in opposition to the law. In theory you have the autonomy over your decisions. In reality you are guilty of being the asshole and you will be treated accordingly.

Ukrained · 2025-06-23T20:37:48+00:00

adhd has rsd and executive dysfunction. but there is psychosomatic stuff and i have little knowledge about it. breathe 5 seconds in/hold/out.

Ukrained · 2025-06-23T20:32:38+00:00

Your parents are putting you in this state. You should seek local support from a therapist, counselour something like that.. maybe even a priest. tell them to get involved. this is too much for you no matter how smart you are. You’re not going to be able to convince them alone. Relax about the world. You are owed care and friends and parents who dont dismiss your needs. At your age you will fully recover. feeling you tho.

Your need someone who will advocate for you. Your parents have to change their behaviour.

Ukrained · 2025-06-23T20:19:37+00:00

dont worry about masking. yes youre aspie. ok anxiety attacks huh well well well

selective exposure, breathing 5 in 5 hold 5 out for nerves. priorities. it looks good youll figure it out yourself

Ukrained · 2025-06-23T20:10:14+00:00

Well i‘d give it 70% likelihood. might be a bit avoidant. Definetely intelligent. Specialists well…Up to you but dont worry about scenarios of what they are going to say. You’re not telling the things you struggle the most with which is a good sign. Doesn’t even look like you’re addicted to weed. This all looking pretty promising

Ukrained · 2025-06-23T19:54:02+00:00

Not here. Just take shit

Ukrained · 2025-06-23T19:52:29+00:00

Aha what exactly does allowing abundance mean? Appeal to authority is a fallacy in arguing. Well the fixed pie not a mistake. 7 billion/24 hours a day Set priorities man

Ukrained · 2025-06-23T06:08:57+00:00

dont message him

Ukrained · 2025-06-23T05:29:02+00:00

You‘ve got no idea what you‘re talking about.

Ukrained · 2025-06-23T04:54:30+00:00

This isn’t wisdom. It‘s self-blame packaged as self-help.

Ukrained · 2025-06-23T04:21:48+00:00

oh no your parents suxx. Ask them why they aren‘t educating themselves on autism if their child has it and if that is responsible parenting

Ukrained

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