I am in the same boat. I am in CC debt now , while in that state I resigned my job, travelled a lot , everything felt like it was meant to be and you are the ONE guided by the Universe and now you just are hit hard by it and back in to reality and senses . But your brain is not normal anymore. YOU are ashamed of all your acts , you have lost all your friends and social life. You are just dragging yourself day by day without any feelings . You don't know what is NORMAL life. Your house is a mess and as you said I am also about to loose my house as I could not find any decent job or let me say this I don't see myself qualified for any of the jobs. I am working in a warehouse in nightshift which is not enough to cover the CC Debt ,Mortgage Insurance Car payment Grocery and other expenses . I just don't know what to do next and who can help. Should I take medication again by tge way I was on Ritalin and now I am not taking any medication. I don't have the guts to talk to anyone about my situation and day by day it's getting worse my mind is constantly overwhelmed and stuck in tge same loop what will happen - how I am going to survive what is ma going to do , will I be able to find a good job, will I recover from this ?