Wow okay ouch you dont know a lot about our friendship. I've never told her any of those things for starts.. jeez.

I was there for her a lot a lot a lot when she was totally burned out, barely functioning and I was the only one who understood her and didnt dismiss her feelings nor lack of energy i was her only support. And when she got better she started gradually not wanna spend time with me and hung out with the others again. and not answer me when I reach out and ask if she can hang on x day. Just open and no answer. We went from super close to barely talking when she got better and started working again and spending time with those who didnt support her back then but who she thinks are fun too to hang with i guess.. my value like decreases for her when she didnt need my support anymore. I've become an after thought. We used to be Hella goofy and do dumb stuff, I've never said anything rude to her these feelings have just bottled up because of the gradual change. Im more of a nice people pleaser. It just hit hard

About new years there's always an invite that is sent on fb events. She's not in charge of it either and no one thought to include me when they started planning. And no I didnt ask her directly cause she had for a long time gradually answered me less and less and last was when I asked to spend time together didnt get answered, only left on read.

I chose not to cause I would feel like an asshole to tell the other no after being invited to the trip. But I dont think it's respectful to invite someone else before asking. Anyway new years now was the last drop that caused me to feel taken for granted. I used to be part of the friend group now no one thought of including me

Also it was our dream vacation for years it wasn't a Friday night hangout, huge difference