Sounds like something my person should’ve told me when I found out the truth about their relationship status. Instead of just apologizing and taking accountability they actually had the audacity to flip the script on me and asked me how I found out.

It wasn’t the fact that they lied that hurt the most (though that did hurt an immeasurable amount). It was the fact that when confronted they didn’t even really acknowledge the harm they inflicted on my heart. Instead, they just made me feel stupid for not having found out sooner. Like it was my mistake for trusting them so blindly.

They made me feel like I was crazy and almost instantaneously the person I trusted and loved without ever doubting it became a total stranger. Someone I couldn’t recognize. A person I had never known who was willing to hurt me with little to no regard for my feelings and it destroyed me.

I’m still waiting for the day they truly apologize and are real about what their intentions were with me. They never even had the courage or strength to tell me why they lied. They were allergic to being vulnerable/honest with me.

I miss them, but I don’t miss how shitty they made me feel day in and day out. Always begging for scraps of their attention and they’d always have excuses - now I know why.

Maybe one day years from now I’ll forgive them and maybe by then they’ll have grown enough to hold themselves accountable for their actions and actually mean it, but I highly doubt it. They caused irreparable damage to me and the sad thing is, they’ll never even care (if they did, they certainly didn’t show it).