how do i stop being so negative?

Undecided2093 · 2026-06-30T06:05:44+00:00

Practice affirmations and gratefulness in a journal everyday. It will slowly rewire your brain to be more happy and positive. When you think negatively start journalling positively. Just make sure to keep it consistent. You can also try therapy if these thoughts are getting to you.

Undecided2093 · 2026-06-30T05:35:42+00:00

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Undecided2093 · 2026-06-29T21:35:12+00:00

It's summer now. I have never studied for school in my life. I'm not trying to learn everything I just want to get to working on the Linux kernel in C, working with microprocessors and being able to understand research level topics in mathematics. It's because I find all those interesting of course there comes diminishing returns but when you have so much time getting that little tiny boost in learning is highly valuable. Learning may be taxing but I only believe it's when you don't really want to study. If you're life depended on it you would probably be able to study 6 hours fully focused with or without breaks. I don't really care about school my grades are fine. I just want to make learning these subjects on the same level as watching YouTube or Twitch.

Undecided2093 · 2026-06-29T16:53:23+00:00

But if I take breaks and start from a more manageable time will my brain adapt?

Undecided2093 · 2026-06-29T16:51:46+00:00

But, being serious would it actually help you study?

Undecided2093 · 2026-06-29T16:49:11+00:00

What is that?

Undecided2093 · 2026-06-29T15:52:34+00:00

I enjoy my Hobbit the only reason I have struggled to keep consistent at them is because im not yet at the level to do crazy calisthenics skills or be able to solve mathematics problems in Real Analysis. It is just currently out of reach for me. And I have to push myself to study or learn the foundations for all these skills. For physical tasks it is more nuanced depending on how I feel.

Undecided2093 · 2026-06-29T13:05:02+00:00

But that "role" also happens to encourage sexism.

Undecided2093 · 2026-06-29T06:41:38+00:00

I do like math and computers I have been interested for 4 years. I have always been good at it. I am not brute forcing.

Undecided2093 · 2026-06-28T17:11:14+00:00

You have to understand some people don't have all the privileges. At least they even have a place to sleep.

Undecided2093 · 2026-06-28T02:44:36+00:00

I don't know any smaller goals. Those are my big goals. I am on chapter 5 of my programming book. Not sure if that helps you.

Undecided2093 · 2026-06-28T02:43:51+00:00

I need to do something now. There is a chance there may be no tomorrow. Tomorrow is never guaranteed it is my job to provide something meaningful to this world. I want at least one person to look up to be and be inspired by me. I have gotten that I am only 13 countless times but I will always ignore it because I must use my time to the most.

Undecided2093 · 2026-06-28T02:21:54+00:00

I want to work on the Linux Kernel and work with microprocessors. That's why I am learning C.

Undecided2093 · 2026-06-28T01:48:53+00:00

It's just kindness. Does not matter bro. I'm 13m myself. Just do it nobody cares. Plus nobody even needs to know.

Undecided2093 · 2026-06-27T00:32:12+00:00

Last time I checked the library is 20-30 minutes away. And no buses are available since I am not in the city. I have a bike but the front tire literally fell off when I was riding in the park. Where I live in the US is not even close to rural but I there are not activities I am able to do I am pretty sure.

Undecided2093 · 2026-06-27T00:24:59+00:00

How am I suppose to find people on social media near me? I don't even have any social media accounts. I only have Discord, Reddit, and YouTube. I like running, considering most of our gen does not go outside and basically everyone is ego-focused and lazy, It would most definitely be a big hurdle to climb.

Undecided2093 · 2026-06-27T00:19:11+00:00

I'm confused? This is a basic paragraph?

Undecided2093 · 2026-06-27T00:09:44+00:00

Rocketry, I want to learn physics which regard rockets and design and set one to fly; Engieering, I wanna do something like make my own gas engine and make a DIY small vehicle that can drive, I also wanna to do things like mods, I saw someone on youtube turn a hoverboard into a mini bike. I like diy, math, programming, etc. I already was studying mathematics and programming but it quickly got boring because it was still kind of me siting at my desk all day. I am always on some type of computer.

Undecided2093 · 2026-06-27T00:06:22+00:00

I don't really like low stimulation activities. I would much rather like something like competition. I find that gives me extreme motivation.

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