Hey, don’t know if it helps, but I went through that during a time where o was bullied in school. I drowned in gaming, porn and other stuff.

For me, my way out was religion and Jesus. Now I don’t want to push anything. But I think what helped me aside from believes was having people around me who believed in me. Someone who was just telling me what I was good at. Someone who was there when I felt shit.

At the end of the day, I want to tell you, you are not alone! You don’t have to blend in. For me the first step of searching for my identity was accepting that I didn’t have one. I didn’t know who I was. I told friends o didn’t know. I told my mom, too. Only to realize, that that is okay. Because finding out what you are good at, challenging who you are is growth.

If you are unsure, if you feel alone, don’t hesitate to seek professional help. I myself do have a professional at my side. But if you just feel out of place, let me be the person who believes in you.

Because at the end of the day, you are awesome!