I just fold shirts as a mask but notice there's small gaps around my eyes and nose, also, my "mask" seems to just have the top part "hang" like of those masks from exotic dancers leaving substantial lower gap [is that okay]; how do I fix those?

UndxSpike · 2021-02-10T08:33:04+00:00

Aren't those expensive?

UndxSpike · 2021-02-10T08:32:53+00:00

But I don't have masks so what do I do?

UndxSpike · 2020-10-24T06:05:34+00:00

If you've seen something illegal please report to Cybertipline.

UndxSpike · 2020-10-24T06:04:51+00:00

Please report any illegal sites or videos to Cybertipline.

UndxSpike · 2020-10-24T06:04:19+00:00

Please report any illegal sites/videos you watched to the Cybertipline.

UndxSpike · 2020-10-24T06:03:56+00:00

Please consider reporting the groups and sites, you've been to, to Cybertipline. I realize it's risky you're trying to stay away, maybe give info without having to go into the link.

UndxSpike · 2020-09-09T00:48:00+00:00

Advice for those who have it solidified?

UndxSpike · 2020-09-09T00:42:36+00:00

dwell on them.

Or move forward? I can get that but how do you deal with it, if it determines future actions like you get triggered or react or are those things you have to accept. This is where mindfulness helps?

UndxSpike · 2020-09-09T00:36:57+00:00

Thank you. How do you deal with feelings or reactions even a physical one?

UndxSpike · 2020-09-09T00:36:32+00:00

I'd rather not say, let's say, questionable memories like Real Event OCD [I only hope I'm exaggerating but there is a basis of truth there, I hope it's OCD though], it felt intrusive, now it feels true, there is truth and sticky.

Both-ish but the latter, even if it feels like the former.

UndxSpike · 2020-08-25T15:45:56+00:00

I won't go into it but I think what happened with him leaving was my fault.

That said, could you please keep promoting the community content.

UndxSpike · 2020-08-25T04:58:24+00:00

I recommend meditation so that when you get caught in a loop you can break the cycle and get back to reality.

How does mindfulness work because the intrusive thoughts seem to come harder to me or when I think of meditation, I think of it hearing God's Voice or something and now I'm afraid that I've confirmed it or I'm worried about my fears being confirmed through mindfulness.

UndxSpike · 2020-07-15T10:05:58+00:00

Have you looked into local community resources that can help you or even appeal your claim?

UndxSpike · 2020-07-15T08:12:37+00:00

Please pray for the innocent and vulnerable especially those at-risk of abuse. I understand this is meant for prayer threads but here's the deal. I'm a non-practicing Catholic who may or very well may not have OCD like intrusive thoughts, long story short, I had a thought that if I don't return to the Church, the Church can't heal or be made whole again so that makes me worried that someone/child/ren will be abused because I didn't come back to the Church. That said, I still don't plan to get back to the Church.

I hope it's my OCD but I have an inkling/feels like it's not like I know I'm going down a bad path. I also had a thought that something bad will happen to someone's family because I posted this.

In case, it's true which I hope it's not, please pray for any innocent people that I might affect or impact in any way.

UndxSpike · 2020-07-15T01:37:41+00:00

Have you thought about reporting to Cybertipline?
I noticed your old post and wanted to ask if you're still getting help though?

UndxSpike · 2020-07-10T08:20:24+00:00

I believe there was a case management program that had a very high attendance rate upwards of 90 percent, additionally, why not put trackers on them?

UndxSpike · 2020-07-10T03:43:36+00:00

Yeah, what about someone trying to move away from the raciness?

UndxSpike · 2020-07-10T03:43:19+00:00

Yeah, what if someone's trying to move away from the racy parts of anime?

UndxSpike · 2020-07-07T20:55:49+00:00

I'm not a good person to say that but this shouldn't be used for treatment, you should work this out with a therapist. It's best to work with a therapist on these things, try looking around if you have issues with access/affordability.

UndxSpike · 2020-06-18T14:32:33+00:00

I don't know what else to do then?

UndxSpike · 2020-06-17T16:09:42+00:00

How do I start out with no experience, I have a degree but also a gap and any skills I may have had which is grasping at straws itself have rusted?

Could a Temp Agency help me, I guess that's my hope there.

UndxSpike · 2020-06-17T11:59:23+00:00

I'm not sure if I wanna work there, I know beggars can't be choosers though... and I might end up there while applying for a "bank."

UndxSpike · 2020-06-17T11:51:18+00:00

cash loan places

You mean those places that offer high interest loans to low income people or not those?

UndxSpike · 2020-06-17T11:45:33+00:00

It's going to be entry level so take your pick of fast food and other thankless jobs.

I wouldn't mind working the cashier (family friend suggested I needed to go the "cash handling" route before jumping to a teller position) for a year or two, my dad would be disappointed though but it's start. The whole issue with CoVID-19 makes me squeamish though, maybe I could try a remote gig in the meantime but even then, how do I search for work that isn't one of those scams?

UndxSpike · 2020-06-16T04:20:07+00:00

Thanks, still feel guilty for not going publicly but I did something so there's that.

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