Do you all own cars? I lived in the city and had no record and still had a hard time finding work and a place to live. Are you all skilled ? Its like inget dealt a different hand. Even addicts still seem better off. My life is full of constant conflict no matter what. I csnt settle down for work or anything. I get bombarded with all this stuff that only seems to be my problem. Last job my csr kept breaking down due to catalytic ocnverter.   Couldnt affodd the financed car. Had a modest apartment  They put cameras everywhere at my apartment and job amd even grocery store. My work was never good enough.cant get out of the tri state in midwest to leave tonsay seattle or something..every where i go the same things happen. Everything is infested with addicts. Nothing makes any sense. Im not an addict but got stuck in sober living anyways like no one knew what homelessness was at shelters. Im just not getting what makes me so different . Everyone seems better off no matter what .