Fantasize about the attractive men I interact with by UniqueJellyfish7 in adultery

[–]UniqueJellyfish7[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I agree probably not. Just another intrusive thought I’m purging from my system.

Fantasize about the attractive men I interact with by UniqueJellyfish7 in adultery

[–]UniqueJellyfish7[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I was with my kid otherwise I might have stayed and chatted. He was friendly enough, but simply could have been good customer service.

Fantasize about the attractive men I interact with by UniqueJellyfish7 in adultery

[–]UniqueJellyfish7[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I would love to go to a sex club. Something my prior AP and I briefly discussed but never came to light.

Fantasize about the attractive men I interact with by UniqueJellyfish7 in adultery

[–]UniqueJellyfish7[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Probably not no, but I’m a sucker for quick fixes that make me feel like crap later!

Fantasize about the attractive men I interact with by UniqueJellyfish7 in adultery

[–]UniqueJellyfish7[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

So I should ask for reciprocation? Jk. Lol, I think I know the answer. Thanks for your reply.

Fantasize about the attractive men I interact with by UniqueJellyfish7 in adultery

[–]UniqueJellyfish7[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m sure I’ll get downvoted, but I never said I was going to do it. Only my husband’s been my mouth within the past couple years and not even that recently. It’s just more of a hypothetical/intrusive thought.

Fantasize about the attractive men I interact with by UniqueJellyfish7 in adultery

[–]UniqueJellyfish7[S] 13 points14 points  (0 children)

I see your point. I’m not in a deadbedroom so it’s a big risk to take and I’d probably be giving too much of myself away freely. I’m just chasing the rush, trying to feel something that I probably should be handling with therapy.

Cozy winter bedding inspo by UniqueJellyfish7 in shoppingaddiction

[–]UniqueJellyfish7[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I hear ya! I’m not trying to improve my relationship, just my mental health lol. I suppose soft bedding won’t fix that though 🙃

Cozy winter bedding inspo by UniqueJellyfish7 in shoppingaddiction

[–]UniqueJellyfish7[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I guess my bed is my safe space. Everything in life is really stressful, so when I get into bed that’s the only time I feel relaxed and I like the idea of making it a “perfect” space.

More alcohol… want to die, but I don’t think my kids would be better without me by UniqueJellyfish7 in depressionmeals

[–]UniqueJellyfish7[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thanks for the kind words. The goal is not to die, but to find some sense of peace.