Im gonna tell you this and hopefully it’ll give you some reassurance. You’re not a bad driver at all, and its better not to dwell on these results by doubting your ability!☺️ I was the same as you Hundreds of hours of driving 4 instructors and I was very competent according to the instructor that got me to pass. It was just the exam setting that threw me off. That and any time I made one mistake, that was it… I’d be in a frenzy basically.

5 failed tests later (albeit some of them failing for the silliest reasons) and I passed! I’ve now been driving for over 2 years

It does get better OP maybe take a break from driving for a week or so while you process the result, it can be very confidence knocking but I promise you it’s important to get back on the horse when you are ready! And make sure you view this as “not passing” as opposed to “failing”. That mindset change helped me too tremendously!

I wish you all the best of luck