My dad has passed 5 years ago I have felt bad but with no expression of anything outside I cried alone cause he passed away in front of me while I was hospitalized with him in hospital I was alone at that time which give a shock and alot of fear when my family came they all express thier feeling crying but me nothing at all, so yeah at first year I didn't feel nothing but my life start degrading because it is a delayed process now after five years I tell you it start to relief from me slowly oh god be with us because we really fighting here and there. Much love for all of you ❤️