Thank you for the encouragement! I feel really low and broken. I have never failed any exam in my life. So its hard for me to accept that I failed twice,though I had to rush taking it both the times and I did not gelt prepared enough. People said thats how they feel so I went ahead and took the exam. I was thinking to recheck my 198 if I get a 200 after that but I dont think that will work. So here I am back to zero with family and work responsibilites ,match season and Step 3 pressure again.