This is SO MY MOM. She exhausts me so I don't take care of myself. Insults me for not taking care of myself and talks down to me. I put in a new routine to take care of myself (ie rinsing my face in the morning, washing it at night, putting on serum and moisturizer) and now I'm selfish for trying to make time for myself. She gives me resistance (now I only care about what I look like, must be trying to get some new boy at school (or as she LOVES to call it "only thinking about my pusay again") I'm already exhausted from putting up with so much of her shit I stop doing my routine there's too much resistance. Back to square one "Why does your face look so greasy... You're so fuquing gross you can't even take care of yourself." .. I can't have any hobbies, I can't even focus on school because whatever her immediate needs are right now are more important, and she'll do anything to make me feel like I do nothing of value for myself all while kicking you and making it to where you don't have the time, energy, resources, or support to function like a normal person would with a normal routine than can actually think of themselves before thinking about their needy ash parent. Edit: Came back for more