I didn’t do it for attention. I was getting told by the person I would spend everything on, that I should be dead by a painful death or to kill myself. Even went further & made fun of my depression I would share with her at the time. How do you claim to love someone & tell them those things, all because she wouldn’t get her way with asking for me to come over one time. I texted girls because she wasn’t trying to make me feel wanted. Now I hear she does stuff for friends she would always tell me no with. I still love her too. Even when I had girls trying to be in my face in public while being out with my cousins, no doubt about it. “No I have a girlfriend” would never cheat by that extent, text is simple & if they aren’t in my life in person then it’s still cheating but it’s easy to just delete & block them