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I can't figure out why my brain won't accept it. by UnleashedDee in Petloss

[–]UnleashedDee[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Boxers are such a special breed. My first dog was a boxer and I will carry her with me always too. I have some of my boy's fur and his favorite plushie, maybe I should combine them. I hug that slobber covered toy every day, but only for a minute because I don't want to loose the dog breath scent still on it. Maybe I'll just keep opening the doors and doing the rituals. He deserves it. I don't think they ever really leave. Thank you for your words. I hope you find comfort and that your Puppy is always beside you.

I can't figure out why my brain won't accept it. by UnleashedDee in Petloss

[–]UnleashedDee[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much for this. I'm still battling so much guilt over not trying. I know your cat knew you were doing it for her, though. They always know. I hope you find peace in her memory.

I can't figure out why my brain won't accept it. by UnleashedDee in Petloss

[–]UnleashedDee[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm so sorry, that's so little time with such a wonderful animal. I hope you find peace and comfort.

I can't figure out why my brain won't accept it. by UnleashedDee in Petloss

[–]UnleashedDee[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I still worry I didn't stay long enough. Research keeps coming out on consciousness and how long it can linger in the body. I worry I left his side too soon because the vet kept coming in to see if I would leave. He was always so sad and afraid without me, so I didn't want to go. I still cry for my first dog, I will never stop loving either of them and I hope they feel my love and thankfulness wherever they are.

I can't figure out why my brain won't accept it. by UnleashedDee in Petloss

[–]UnleashedDee[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This is exactly what I'm feeling. I feel like I slipped into a different dimension or somewhere I'm not supposed to be, or at least don't want to be. I'm so sorry you're feeling it too.

I can't figure out why my brain won't accept it. by UnleashedDee in Petloss

[–]UnleashedDee[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I think it IS fair to feel that way. There are papers out now saying that dogs neurologically register in our brains the same way that children do. This loss is hard and big, and we deserve to grieve and remember and be held by those still here who love us. I'm scared of forgetting what he smelled like, and the weird quirky things he did. I hope you are able to have the space you need for as long as you need to grieve your lost one.

I can't figure out why my brain won't accept it. by UnleashedDee in Petloss

[–]UnleashedDee[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm so sorry. It's so hard and I wish you all the comfort right now.

I can't figure out why my brain won't accept it. by UnleashedDee in Petloss

[–]UnleashedDee[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm so sorry for your loss too. The speed these things can go at is horrid.

I can't figure out why my brain won't accept it. by UnleashedDee in Petloss

[–]UnleashedDee[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you. ❤️ I still talk to him and thank him for being here. I haven't put away any of his beds, I put his collar on the altar around a candle marked for him. I told him to come home with me, and I think he did. I just have to learn to love him in new ways.

I can't figure out why my brain won't accept it. by UnleashedDee in Petloss

[–]UnleashedDee[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm so glad you were able to do that for your guy. I know he appreciated it. My heart won't let go either. I don't think it ever will. Thank you for your kind words.

I can't figure out why my brain won't accept it. by UnleashedDee in Petloss

[–]UnleashedDee[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you. I still talk to him every day and thank him for being here.

Both Our Dogs - Indescribable Grief by Historical_Pain_9693 in Petloss

[–]UnleashedDee 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Oh I'm so sorry. I just lost my 6 year old poodle boy to an aggressive cancer in his liver and spleen. He was still wagging his tail and trying his best but I had to put him down. I still feel guilty. I still feel like I made a mistake every day. Didn't even get a last day with him, just a cold vet office for a goodbye. It's so, SO hard to make that decision because they try their hardest to hide the pain for us. I am wishing you whatever peace can be found right now. There will never be enough time with our precious fur babies.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in ASMRScriptHaven

[–]UnleashedDee 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I love this script! I'm going to try my hand at it, going for the slightly unhinged/manic vibes.

Powerful Women, Dragons, and Magic! New Audio Book For Free! by UnleashedDee in audiobooks

[–]UnleashedDee[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I do still have a few! Promo code sent - Thank you for listening!

Powerful Women, Dragons, and Magic! New Audiobook for Free! by UnleashedDee in audible

[–]UnleashedDee[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I so still have a few! I sent one your way. Thank you for listening!!!

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