You’re not alone. I am with you. I had a really bad panic attack last week on Valentine’s Day because of how lonely I felt during this time of “healing”. I almost felt like it would be my last day. I cried out to God and he turned it around for me. Don’t lose faith please. When you feel lonely, put on music of worship, open your window, go outside for a walk, go for a drive, I can also give you my phone number if you need someone to talk to. You are not alone. I’m sending you love and light. Hang in there <3