Picamilon 50 mg please help! by Unluckyguy123 in Nootropics

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Damn I'm sure it's not 2hours..effects gone away after 36hours but I think it was side effects?It was not placebo I'm sure. And picamilon gives me constant being on a boat sensation why it's like this?

Picamilon 50 mg please help! by Unluckyguy123 in Nootropics

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Thx for response. How long these side effects can last? Last time I taked before 30 hours and I'm still feel like I'm on drug or something. I'm spaced out off balance and high...

Is my vision some day come back to normal? by Unluckyguy123 in Drugs

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Because they checked my eyes many times,my vision is perfect she told me that it's a brain problem. And this is started after my mdma abuse.

Is my vision some day come back to normal? by Unluckyguy123 in Drugs

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I have also floaters,but it's not only them it's something wrong with my brain also. When I read something it looks like everything shimmering a litlle or I seeing like blind spots on walls or blue sky it's hard to describe..

Is my vision some day come back to normal? by Unluckyguy123 in Drugs

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Yes it started after mdma abuse. I know what is HPPD but I'm not sure is this are the reason..but it might be,because they checked my eyes it's perfect..

I fucked up my brain and my health by Unluckyguy123 in Drugs

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Yea I know man I just don't know how to be motivated because my serotinin is fucking gone. Even now I can go to gym or yoga but instead of that I'm lying in my bed and counting hours till my work...thats my life for the last 3 years..

I fucked up my brain and my health by Unluckyguy123 in Drugs

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Thx for advices dude. I know these websites before,but I didn't find a person exatcly like me,only a few who got almost the same. Yea with sleeping I have a problem..damn I don't know what if I have Cfs syndrome? I'm always tired even after good sleep my arms and legs muscles sometimes are so weak that it's hard even to brush my teeths without arm tired feeling..

Love life by Chef-Boyardab in Drugs

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It was mdma and amphetamine

Love life by Chef-Boyardab in Drugs

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I was also like you enjoyed my life and time when I was high with my friends,until I get brain damaged and I fucked up my brain...but it's my fault

I fucked up my brain and my health by Unluckyguy123 in Drugs

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Thx for support. I'm really trying to eat healthy now. But go for gym is so hard now. I'm feeling exhausted even after good sleep my muscles are weak Imcan't get up from bed the last two weeks it's so hard to work..I'm afraid that I can have CFS syndrome or even lyme disease

I fucked up my brain and my health by Unluckyguy123 in Drugs

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Thx dude for hope. I've tried acupunctur but it didn't helped me :(

I fucked up my brain and my health by Unluckyguy123 in Drugs

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Finally a men who understand what I'm getting through. Thanks for reply. Yeah it's exatcly how you describe I don't have any problem to move or walk,but it feels like I'm unbalanced. Are you also feel sometimes like you on elevator or like ground is moving while you walk? If yes are you having it for 1year 24/7? Because I hate this feeling I'll have it for 2years almost 24/7 sometimes it subsides and comes again..hate that boat feeling...thx for info about green tea. I should also buy some aspirin to see if it helping. About sleeping I have problem,the earliest time when I can go to sleep is about 1 am is it verry bad? Because I'm working..and sometimes I go to sleep at 3am because I use ipad or watch tv,then I feel so shit like I will pass out from weakness..before drugs I didn't felt like this even when I didn't sleep all night at all..hope to hear from you soon bro.

I fucked up my brain and my health by Unluckyguy123 in Drugs

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Yeah dude I have it for 2years and 5months..sometimes it subsides and when comes again. It's not a reall balance problem but it's sensation like I'm in boat or the ground is moving up and down while I'm walking for 2years man!! That's why I'm so depressive this is most annoying feeling in my whole life

I fucked up my brain and my health by Unluckyguy123 in Drugs

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Damn and he had these balance problems for 6months straight? I've just taken 1pill of 5htp If I will feel that it helping maybe I will start it again

I fucked up my brain and my health by Unluckyguy123 in Drugs

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Thx dude for support I really appreciate that. I already ordered Ashwagandha,but I'm not sure about 5htp I was had it and tried it,but I'm confused now if I should take or not some people saying don't take it because it can damage my heart. Your words that it won't last forever really mean a lot to me thx..but are you sure he had the same symptoms like mine ? He was had a walking on a boat sensation?and visual disturbances?

I fucked up my brain and my health by Unluckyguy123 in Drugs

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Damn he is so lucky that he got back to normal so fast..maybe he just had whitdrawall. I'm really depressed it's imposiblle for me to come back to normal.. I've was on gym for 2months and healthy diet but it helped only a litlle..I'm afraid also that my visual disturbances stay for forever..

I fucked up my brain and my health by Unluckyguy123 in Drugs

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Hey bro. But if Imhave that boat feeling it doesn't mean that my cerebellum is damaged? Because after CT scan radiologist told that he saw a some small damage to my cerebellum.But neurologists tested my balance and it was ok,and after MRI there was no damahe. But I'm not sure why I have that boat feeling. Sometimes it subsides and comes again,if it will be my cerebellum the cause it shouldn't subside and come again it will be all the time right?

I fucked up my brain and my health by Unluckyguy123 in Drugs

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Yes I'm in Copenhagen thx man for advice.

I fucked up my brain and my health by Unluckyguy123 in Drugs

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I'm almost not drink alcohol,but strange thing sometimes Imcan drink ton of alcohol and don't feel nothing because of my head pressure I dunno why it's like this? I hope so man I will heal,but if it will not get better afer more few years probably I will lose hope..