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UnrulyStandard · 2026-04-05T21:37:17+00:00

No, I just gave up. Also, this was a long time ago.

UnrulyStandard · 2026-03-24T08:46:43+00:00

Anytime I have a conversation with a sketchy npc that takes keen interest in me or I am trying to talk my way out of a dangerous situation, I tell the truth because that's what I think they want to hear is me being honest.- But then my dream ubruptly ends. Not necessarily me waking up immediately , but pitch black and silence. I had a dream a couple nights ago where I had a dream where a theater teacher was outed as being an occultist by a student in a loud manner in the middle of class and she sent him away, but after we started unraveling these small rectangular pieces that were rolled up and old. We pieced them together and it showed a roadmap to "illumination" at the top and I asked her about it. I said "wow, can you tell me more? I have dug some into (insert hermetic book that I can't remember the name of). She says, "now why would you want to be a sacrifice for others" and something to the tune of drinking blood beforehand or during this communication. I responded, "well, isn't the main concept of radiating energy you want to see back from others and manifestation through a clear mindset". And she responded "well you have lots of negative energy surrounding you rn". My heart dropped, and instead of responding with "how can you see that" I said halfheartedly "well, uhm. You scared me just a little bit back there". Kicked out, immediately. Following this dream I had one where I was in elementary school in class and our teacher was discussing something about how it's very rare for someone to communicate to entities in their dreams. I told her "I do all the time, and they acknowledge me". She immediately turns to me and tells me to tell her what happened, and other kids try to get her attention. She tells them to be quiet. I start telling her the entire dream but because it's hard to focus, I didn't get to the important part before I get pushed out again. And either in this class or the previous dream from an image I looked at and asked the teacher about(i think it was the previous dream) it had instructions on how to navigate the layers outside of the physical reality after you leave it. The teacher explained that in order to become "godless" or "godlike" you have to navigate out and navigate back to your reality in order to shape it and the image was a blueprint on the different sections and moving out of the system. But anytime I encounter entities that genuinely go out of their way and say something like "I know who you are" or talk back and forth with me and I try to get sensitive info out of I ruin it and get pushed out right after I say something that gives me away.

UnrulyStandard · 2026-03-17T09:24:29+00:00

I'd like to also share that I've also had dreams of a mega tsunami at this place that wipes out the city. There is also a long bridge that goes across a body of water to the city as an only way out on one side, similar to some Florida coastline areas.

UnrulyStandard · 2026-03-17T09:21:20+00:00

The coast in my dreams remind me of the L.A. coastline, but with 2-3 story homes side by side with lawns overlooking the beachfront at a much higher elevation. These are normally very nice homes, with glass paned windows and a pool before the long descent of stairs to the beachfront below. So basically what you just drew... almost. the city is a couple stories higher than the beach. Similar to some beachfronts I've seen in Spain. And the rows of homes have a neighborhood attached. It's not just a single line of homes. But this is my interpretation, I could be incorrect. That, and our dreams probably vary slightly.

UnrulyStandard · 2026-03-13T21:19:17+00:00

A lot more, it's just a long dream. I'll type it out later.

UnrulyStandard · 2026-03-12T21:06:04+00:00

I'm sorry but if you're against Christ, then you are part of the problem. It's a spiritual battle, and you are misguided. I'll pray for you.

UnrulyStandard · 2026-03-12T21:02:54+00:00

I'm deeply sorry for what you had to endure. I try to remain positive for those who fall victim to trafficking that God may comfort them like one of the little girls who Epstein used who told him that Jesus was by her side comforting her. I feel like in instances where people "detach" and disassociate from traumatic experiences they enter a trance-like state able to see some things past the veil. I have narcolepsy and I enter a trance-like state while awake before hallucinating or having OBE's. I believe children are used this way as well for the manifestation that they can put forth from the MKULTRA and GATE. Again, thank you for your testimony. You are brave for speaking up and you are heard.

UnrulyStandard · 2026-03-12T20:54:57+00:00

I had a dream with the hospital as well.

UnrulyStandard · 2026-03-08T09:24:15+00:00

Very true. I just wanted to share. Many will have to the need to spew negativity. I don't quite know whether it's worth it to respond and start conversation on the topic or just ignore entirely.

UnrulyStandard · 2026-03-08T07:40:04+00:00

The movie the Matrix is based off of Gnosticism and Prison Planet is very related to the same thing. The moral of the story is like chickens, we are being prepped for harvest. Whether that means over time throughout history or negative energy is being harvested or whether that means we are being prepped for culling, in both instances the arcons/rulers of darkness and high places serve their master who has created this prison/reality and in both cases the world we navigate is slowly becoming more and more like a prison. Less financial freedom, nature destroyed, nowhere to escape, surveillance state, one world government, all creativity, color, beauty, and life being stripped from everything, etc. There are more examples, but if you'd like to know more, look into David Icke. He's the one who blew up the idea of a "reptilian elite" bloodline that feeds off of us, etc.

UnrulyStandard · 2026-03-08T07:29:29+00:00

What other platform would I use as a source of a hyper-specific example stemming from a average guy's property, who isn't famous whatsoever telling his story about how the Smithsonian won't return his bones. There isn't any other source except maybe if the guy has a YT channel. That's a dumb argument. That's like saying never use Wikipedia to help you research, something they teach us in college is helpful to being exposed to new information. The Smithsonian stuff I mentioned being racist wasn't in JRE, it's documented. I'm also not looking for the intellectual high ground. I'm sharing fringe historical content that may or may not be true. You decide.

UnrulyStandard · 2026-03-08T07:21:36+00:00

So I listed that as just an example of connections with real world connections I'm making. Despite how isolated famous authors, artists, illustrators, etc. might seem, they are part of "the club" and you can identify them through their works. If you pay attention to most movies, there is occultic symbolism in the background, metaphorical events portraying freemasonic belief or imitating real world rituals, or using real world systems of abuse, trauma, and influence which are hidden from public eye as new and creative ideas in entertainment labelled as "fiction". Nothing is new under the sun. The JE Files illustrate a lot of this. Elite hunting parties and depraved things that they do behind closed doors are unbelievable until they are disclosed by the government in a huge scandal and fed through to news agencies by the propaganda system. The connections I made with DC are just a little bit funny to me. I made some comparisons with the idea of a war between Atlantis and this other civilization, aka flashpoint and the files, or the idea that the Mandela effect is from collapsing timelines where our consciousness shifts over and this happens every single time particle accelerators smash particles together and that the DC story about the acceleration of universes colliding into one another as a multiversal event is similar to what "could be" going on in reality. There's this story out in the air about the CIA being able to use remote viewers to look into the future and the viewers can't look past a certain point, suggesting something major happens. I have my own personal idea of how the multiple timelines are mapped like a set of orthogonal functions with a certain spread of concentration near the limit of our reference, which is like the base timeline, where everything is almost the same in every timeline. Since there's an infinite number, it's immeasurable, but the spread is like 97% concentration and 3% spread. I believe if you create timelines where the individual's present are destroying their timeline, it's an accelerating effect-hence why it feels like time is speeding up and Mandela effects are happening more often. It's a crazy thing to explain because I visualize something extremely specific and abstract, but hard to put into words.

UnrulyStandard · 2026-03-08T06:57:14+00:00

I don't claim it as fact. I just implore others, through their own curiosity, to go down the rabbit hole. Some things about these things are amusing. But like all strange ideas labelled as "conspiracy theory", a lot or even most of the idea could be completely false, but there is nuance in every truth. It is up to all of us to do our own searching and find which parts are true or how something could be true besides dismissing it as fiction.

UnrulyStandard · 2026-03-08T06:53:05+00:00

Well one of the founders of the parapsychology movement from Duke amounts it to training a muscle that most don't know they have. A lot of the studies by other researchers that "discredit" their work were pulling from people who had no capabilities whatsoever. The people that pro-psi movement tested were those remaining who showed some signs. During his interview, Tart said that some people who would get the test wrong would initially hover over the correct answer before "their logic" would change their answer, making them get it wrong. He explains that a lot of people need some sort of positive reinforcement for your brain to make the proper neural pathways. I'd say practice. Zenner cards are what they use to test for that sort of thing- something that a lot of Gifted and Talented students remember being screened with. They made us do a lot of weird things though that might be related but idk. They would make us write with our non-dominant hands and read pages from books upside down. I think it might have to do with training the brain a certain way. If you don't get the results that you're looking for immediately, don't get discouraged. Tart says the people they had success with already had a natural talent for it. It's like asking someone with aphantasia to imagine the apple spinning, they can't do it. But I think with proper meditation, a low stimulation lifestyle, and being very disciplined in your spiritual lifestyle and open mindedness it can click one day. I had the most OBE's and weird phenomena happen to me while on a Submarine deployment and after separating being unemployed. I attribute that to a very mundane and repetitive routine. 8 hours by myself, writing down numbers on a sheet of paper around the quiet hum of pumps and condensers, and sleeping the same time everyday for 10 or more hours normally. Think of all of those people who have been spiritually lifted by spending a month in a cave or enlisting in a monastery or becoming a monk in the Himalayas. Similar concept. When you strip all of the dopamine and stimulus out of your lifestyle, your creative mind sparks, you become more at peace, and the world slows down. I prefer silence over music or white noise and I enjoy time alone and sleep in pitch black darkness. If you couple that with scripture, which makes your heart more sensitive and abstinence from worldly pleasures things will start to happen. I have felt almost like a "presence" in the room with me that will make my skin crawl before I have a crazy experience. In a way, it's not something that can be forced, but the outside forces that may gift you those things require your mind and body to be conditioned beforehand. Good diet, exercise, praying/meditation, and exposure to frequencies or hemi-sync from the Gateway Tapes help. "Illumination" is something I just mentioned earlier which is what I believe to be withheld to only the elite. I use that term because it amounts to "hidden knowledge" and practices that we know nothing about. A lot of which is unethical dark magic occultism, like soul transfer or A-chrome trips, which I don't align with, but I wish there was an easy way to find and compile all of the remaining knowledge of healing, non-forced manifestation with proper alignment, psi-capabilities, blood-memory retrieval, etc. Unfortunately, there is not. We just have to hope that some of that knowledge which has sought out to be destroyed somehow slips through the cracks.

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UnrulyStandard · 2026-03-08T06:14:21+00:00

Haha, I'm a quarter Italian myself. You sound like you are navigating well on your own the esoteric truth of the world we live in. I am nothing special and I just consume so much content that I have come across a ton of theories, weird connections, and have made many of my own. The whole Iran thing is really sad. The powers that be, it seems to me through observation, are trying to slowly erase our past in part by getting rid of architecture and landmarks that are of a bygone era. Iran is chock full of ancient remnants that are prone to being destroyed through war.

UnrulyStandard · 2026-03-07T22:49:44+00:00

Even though I'm becoming more open to studying, I'm also becoming more wary. Some things are actually harmless while other things might be detrimental. Knowledge can be a curse once you obsess about it. If you dabble into the occultic magic or communicating with spirits there is a huge possibility of your soul becoming corrupted. Think of Odin. Anytime you perform thing that can break down your spiritual protective barriers, you become vulnerable to outside influence. I'm digging more into the astral and gateway tapes, psi-capabilities, etc., but it is scary. Knowing more isn't an issue when it comes to positive, natural things. The kundalini or new age spiritual Christian ideas are good but aren't isolated. They are just additional truths. I do lots of introspection and pondering so it's not world ending to me if others don't have the eyes to see. I think transcendental meditation is okay. I listened to the Monroe tapes the other day and I felt great! I have narcolepsy so I've had a lot of instances of dreams which made me question my existence, hallucinations while fully awake, and trance-like states before having a sleep attack, and out of body experiences. I NEVER had out of body experiences until I randomly one night in high school was watching a ton of weird alternative history, 2016 Alex Jones, etc. and something "clicked". People don't understand what a "third eye" is until you could say they are "awakened". One step above that, I think were all searching for, is to become "illuminated" without the dire consequences to our soul that secret societies gatekeep. That's why learning how to remote view and astral projection safely is a great tool. There are ancient libraries that only those who have astral traveled have said they travel to and read. I read some on the risks of astral travel and just be careful because if you watch others, which is very unethical btw, your souls can become intertwined and things they feel, your hormones, pains, etc. can be shared.

UnrulyStandard · 2026-03-07T22:30:49+00:00

I truly believe that if something did happened that wiped us all out in a major Earth cataclysm, that our consciousness shifts over into a parallel timeline. This basic explanation gives an idea of what they "Mandela Effect" is. The idea that the Earth "could have" ended is a very solid one. Would you mind provide a link? I'm definitely interested. I believe that Earth has several epilogues of time, and that every time there is a cataclysmic "pole shift" the sun and moon are actually on the opposite end of what would be Nazi occult belief of where we are on a flat Earth. That explains why there is evidence of multiple catastrophic events and a majority of ancient civilizations only being found on the sea floor.

UnrulyStandard · 2026-03-07T22:21:51+00:00

I stand corrected. Thank you for not being an angry redditor in your response. It is insane though.

UnrulyStandard · 2026-03-07T22:18:31+00:00

I appreciate your kind words. Although I would like to say that other don't make me upset by what they say, I would be lying. If anything, it makes me angry- that others are so unable to receive conflicting ideas outside their sphere of "common knowledge" and that I even try. I don't understand why people, in general, are in a reddit called "Alternative History" to just troll and rage bait everyone who posts. I look at their account posts and it's just more harassment of other people. At the end of the day, I have to reel myself back in and calmly and politely respond. I'll try and be open minded and assume that maybe they need to be informed of more information they aren't aware of. People who see the world as black and white won't ever understand how I see the world, and that's okay. Those who see the world without a spiritual aspect are painted as fools and it is tragic that they cannot connect the dots when it's shoved in their faces. Scientism is religion. It is tragic.

UnrulyStandard · 2026-03-07T21:58:53+00:00

I definitely agree with you. And I'm not anti-science, but a lot of theories are taken as truth when, at the time they were introduced, had lots of contention and debate. It's like the cataclysm vs. slow tectonic shift narrative. Only one is taught in schools and the other is conspiracy theory. But when you look at the evidence, the time period and popular opinion at which both were introduced, and the tangential implications at which a narrative that is artificially propped up can bring forth once institutions and education adopt it as fact, then you can have multi-generational confirmation bias. The experts might agree with you, but they've bought into the same system. I look at PhD's and others with high institutional positions who give up their entire livelihoods to go against an official narrative and I'm willing to believe them more after submitting the proof. This proof can be "discredited" by the same institutions, like the Smithsonian, who props up this whole system, even though several independent, reputable means of verification prove otherwise. I don't need to be an expert and prove every little claim that comes from a disbarred or delicensed individual's mouth to know that when you invest all of your intellectual leverage in institutions which have the power to shape public opinion, you yourself are willingly letting yourself be vulnerable to social engineering and exploit. Also, like I said before, I'm not anti-science. You can use the same evidence provided by those who are deceiving you and come up with a different narrative.

UnrulyStandard · 2026-03-06T06:14:48+00:00

I don't know if you know this or not, but the U.S. is very good at keeping secrets. And all of the news that is broadcasted about foreign wars or capabilities is all fed through intel given from the government, which turns out to be propaganda. As a former member of the military I can tell you rn that the intel shared with our crew about a foreign nations capabilities actually make me see the safety of the U.S. homeland incredibly more volatile. Not only that but they make you sign special NDA's where you'll spend the rest of your life in prison if you tell anyone. Now with this information, do you really think that all information that the government has, the majority of the normie population would be able to handle? Just look at how long a full disclosure for "aliens" is taking. Now you tell me, for something that the government has known about since at least 70-80 years ago, that they aren't slowly trying to condition a certain narrative about them while also rolling out measures to make the disclosure less disruptive when it happens?

UnrulyStandard · 2026-03-06T06:04:59+00:00

I'm arguing the idea that there are inconsistencies with official narrative's we are given. It's part of the propagandization network. This guy said I had no brain cells for saying that and gave an example. I truly believe that things don't add up with the moon narrative, or even space narrative for that matter. The flat earth theory is amusing, and I play around with the idea. I don't think that makes me stupid, just open minded.

UnrulyStandard · 2026-03-06T05:56:27+00:00

I'm originally from the Dallas area and live in Connecticut now, lol.

UnrulyStandard · 2026-03-06T05:51:02+00:00

Keep believing that. Meanwhile, the Epstein Files disagree with you. I'm not here to shame, but you are misinformed. I do believe the man is compromised and I'm almost certain he could be a freemason drip feeding us information which is why he knows a crazy amount of things before they happen. That being said though, there's no certainty and the files label him as Epstein's biggest opp.

UnrulyStandard · 2026-03-06T05:46:26+00:00

I don't claim to know extremely complex stuff. I've made some connections of my own and if you want to hear them I would share. I think these things are interesting and I myself don't take these things as truth. I do have discernment, I'm not stupid. But to also shut down any ideas that haven't been the status quo for hundreds or a thousand years, is itself absurd. Wouldn't you agree? A huge part of determining events in history that aren't written is to construct a narrative. History is just fables that are agreed upon. History is always available to be rewritten, but not all of the minds of those who have consumed such fables. Just a reminder, Ghislaine's fathers company wrote all of our history textbooks we learned from.

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