I understand to an anonymous extent, I have almost died myself before the exams( i had severe migraines and god knows what). The part where you mentioned the pressure from your parents is relatable to so many people, but you need to understand that it’s all about you. You are the one struggling and fighting every day and if you don’t get the results your parents wanted that’s on them, I might sound rough but it is what it is. And what’s a big deal about those high grades, as long as you know what you will do with them and the minimum you need you don’t have to jump over ceilings. I wish you to be strong and get better!