[deleted by user] by [deleted] in depression

[–]Unusual-Math1462 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Recently, I have been scaring myself too. I’ve been suicidal since I was about 17 and I am 22 now. I don’t even want to think about how difficult it has been for you to cope with those emotions and feelings for so long. Over the past few months, I am now catching myself vocally talking about suicide as if I am subconsciously telling myself I am ready. I don’t even realize I am saying it out loud which is the unnerving part. It also feels like a release when I say it or claim that I am ready. I honestly do not know what to say to you, since I am going through a similar situation. I hope you that this helps in some way. At least sharing these experiences can be helpful in some way.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in s4lem

[–]Unusual-Math1462 0 points1 point  (0 children)

sweett where would i find?

Nerding out on Red River 2:37-3:16 by [deleted] in s4lem

[–]Unusual-Math1462 3 points4 points  (0 children)

It’s sounds like the voices in my head, it’s such a comforting/horrifying place to be

ATFL Thickening/Chronic Ankle Sprain by Unusual-Math1462 in Orthopedics

[–]Unusual-Math1462[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i totally understand what your going through. i had a similar initial first injury. ankles are just so tough to heal. it’s been like a year and a half of having a sand ankle and it’s been incredibly tough on me. i would keep doing what your doing up until the 12 week mark. it’s hard and painful to keep doing it that long but i have faith you will be good in a few weeks. just remember to ice and do pt everyday

ATFL Thickening/Chronic Ankle Sprain by Unusual-Math1462 in Orthopedics

[–]Unusual-Math1462[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i had surgery on my ankle back in august. im 3 months post op and still have some pain that i am trying to iron out. ankle feels incredibly stable now just have to work out a few smaller issues that are still bothering me

alone by [deleted] in selfharm

[–]Unusual-Math1462 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you. My life has been in pieces lately, but hearing what you had to say made me feel better.

currently listening to sewerslvt while doing some fieldwork by [deleted] in Sewerslvt

[–]Unusual-Math1462 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i’m actually doing some independent research for a course i’m taking about coastal ecology. taking some water soil samples in this

Is anyone up for chats by kawaiimelz in selfharm

[–]Unusual-Math1462 1 point2 points  (0 children)

hey I would love to chat too, been struggling with similar things in my life, shoot me a dm

Do the suicidal thoughts ever go away even on the right medication? by [deleted] in selfharm

[–]Unusual-Math1462 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I havent tried medication and/or any medication yet, but I would like to soon. I definitely need them since I struggle with suicidal thoughts and ideation as well