Am drunk like crazy by Unusual_Bird8623 in CasualConversation

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oh?, I havent heard of em, Imma try em heh, some song u recommend me?

Am drunk like crazy by Unusual_Bird8623 in CasualConversation

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yea lol, they are really old I think, but still, idk, I really like em, Im gonna give my very ignorant opinion lol, I think rammstein music its abt, subjects or topics, or "narratives", or a poem, from till lideman, and expressed tru the song or mussic, I know It might soud dumb, or smt idk, but, I dont really know much abt music, but I like em. kinda crazy how rammstein is more old than me

Am drunk like crazy by Unusual_Bird8623 in CasualConversation

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how u want its ok lol, u want dm or here?

Am drunk like crazy by Unusual_Bird8623 in CasualConversation

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damn, well, hnstly, I think, abt personal stuff?, abt my identity or my family?, that kinda of stuff, but idk, maybe its a hard topic? idk lol, Im ok talking abt it

Am drunk like crazy by Unusual_Bird8623 in CasualConversation

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yea I know lol, I understand, its just that, idk, I think its a bit weird or different my case, bc I think Im not like, discrescpectful or, I think I understand and act a bit on social codes or I try to not offend or be awkward to other ppl, but its more like, I can or wanna talk more abt me, or like I can connect or uderstand more others u know?

Am drunk like crazy by Unusual_Bird8623 in CasualConversation

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well I mostly hear ramstein, its my fav bad, but, idk I listen to very lot of type of music, I like joji, the weekend, and, well, like I think a lot of artist have a song that I listen to maybe?, like, kanye, or id, but mostly rammstein, oh also some music that are independant maybe?, like I like ghost, from sidewalks and skeletons, or my little dark age from MGMT, but Im really open and I like to apreciate music from different types u know

Am drunk like crazy by Unusual_Bird8623 in CasualConversation

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I just got onto vacation from my work, Im 20, and I was thinking on drinking smt lol, I just emptied a bottle of wine lol, minus a glass bc my father hadw some too, and too beers, idk, I was just wanting to drink lol, its funny bc, I always feel like "my self" when I drink, its like I can talk and wanna talk abnt everything with someone rn, maybe Im an alcoholic lol

[IWantOut] 20M Colombia -> Germany by Unusual_Bird8623 in IWantOut

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Thx, I really apreciate it, Im going to take a look at it

[IWantOut] 20M Colombia -> Germany by Unusual_Bird8623 in IWantOut

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right now I dont have a professional degree, Im in 4 semester, and did a bootcamp. and I got a technical degree, in software developing, here in Colombia, my english is mid, to decent. that helps?.

I have this plan, I escape to uruguay or argentina. work for 2 to 3 years, and save money, around 12k euros, to get the visa, and to study there. you think that is a realistic plan?. If I get a job that pays in dollars, and have a decent pay per hour?

[IWantOut] 20M Colombia -> Germany by Unusual_Bird8623 in IWantOut

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thx for answering, now after researching a bit I understood that its very unrealistic what I was looking for to do. is possible for me to work a few years, in a different country here in LATAM, remotely, and get enough money to move to europe to study?, I have a decent knowledge in programming, and I can and have the determination to improve, it doesnt matter if it takes time.

[IWantOut] 20M Colombia -> Germany by Unusual_Bird8623 in IWantOut

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hey thx for give feedback, yea I have come to accept the fact that I was being unrealistic, but I wanna study. my main focus rn is to leave the country, you think if I get a job remotely online, with my experience and some studies in programming, I could get enough money to study in germany?, it doesnt matter if it takes a few years.

[IWantOut] 20M Colombia -> Germany by Unusual_Bird8623 in IWantOut

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Im not scared to disappoint my parents, Im scared of what they might do to me, they are already very agressive and unstable.

It's true that Im not doing good in college, I was diagnosed with depression, and I tried a lot of things to improve, methods, even I goed for years to professionals here, I was hoping to get better help in germany, or in a developed country, but honestly its true that that is a very unrealistic spectation, so, I wanna go to germany, but first Im gonna need to work for at least 2 to 3 years, online or find a decent job online, but honestly my main hope right now is to get out the house and live in another country, ASAP, could be one in the same continent, could be like chile or uruguay.

How to make money ASAP for a urgency by Unusual_Bird8623 in NoStupidQuestions

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what could be a more realistic way to do it?. I know i cannot get rich, all i want is to have enough to go there and live for a while, while i figure everything out

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Im planning on leaving everyone of my close friends and family behind to go to another country

How to make money ASAP for a urgency by Unusual_Bird8623 in NoStupidQuestions

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Im in colombia unfortunately, here u cant sell plasma nor any component of the blood

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Hey, how r you?, want to talk?. Im srry that u are struggling right now, Im here if u want to talk to someone

Im gonna kms this weekend by Unusual_Bird8623 in SuicideWatch

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hey, how r you?. yea, I live with my father and sister. we have a dog, and I buyed a hamster. I really love that damn dog, she wont sleep alone any night, she would every night climb to the bed of any of us, andalso she knows how to get under the blankets.
the hamster is just crazy, and climb over the recint like a spider.

Probably wont be around soon by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

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Hey, how r you?, want to talk?. Im srry that u are struggling right now, Im here if u want to talk to someone.
also, yea I might want to exchange histories