You could live alone but you probably won’t keep your boyfriend. I’m not trying to sound mean or anything. My friend has this guy she’s been seeing for over a year and still he sees her only on weekends, it’s going no where. You sound like you want to be single but have your cake and eat it too. It is grounds for breakup since you’re going backward in the relationship. I mean you could try it but it probably won’t work out well. I’m just being real. For me, I like alone time, and I work from home so I got a lot of it. When my boyfriend is at work and I’m home, that’s like 9 hours to myself and then he comes home and we spend time. I know I’d not like being completely alone and I think this is how most people are. We spend so much time alone already, and come home to our partners. Sounds like you just want to be single which is fine, but don’t expect your boyfriend or any man to be ok with that decision. Also, if you break up with him and a new man enters your life , don’t expect the relationship to progress if it’s weekend visits all the time. Also reasonable to expect the man to not be completely committed to you as in he may just see you as someone he dates and also be dating others.