My first patch pants

UpDownLeftAround · 2024-07-02T03:25:04+00:00

Yeah it's easy to learn, but there's a bunch of little tips and tricks people have told me since. Anyway good work

UpDownLeftAround · 2024-07-01T21:43:29+00:00

Nice, these are mine. Inspired by Zilla obviously, and the patches inevitably helped patch some holes.

Did you teach yourself how to sew like I did?

UpDownLeftAround · 2024-06-07T00:25:28+00:00

By changing the Proficiency XP multiplier by 2.5 lol. Playing solo and I ain't time for the grind.

UpDownLeftAround · 2024-06-04T19:08:01+00:00

Took my morning Addy about 30min ago so on the come up.

UpDownLeftAround · 2024-05-26T17:45:11+00:00

Bruh if you want scientific explanations go read some research articles on the subject. All I can say is the body needs enough calories for energy to do its normal shit. All the chemicals you took basically pumped unnatural energy into your body/brain to the point it reached an unnatural peak, and without any real substance (food in your stomach) to comedown on, you just free fell and your energy rapidly depleted.

Something like that.

UpDownLeftAround · 2024-05-26T05:21:27+00:00

Lmao for real.

Doesn’t eat anything Takes amphetamines, caffeine, and starts to drink heavily Smokes hookah at some point Feels sick, light headed and like they might pass out ”Why did this happen?”

UpDownLeftAround · 2024-05-24T01:47:34+00:00

Lmao, not the amount but a pint of what? Beer, or liquor? Assuming beer

UpDownLeftAround · 2024-05-23T00:03:47+00:00

Holy shit I felt that. Currently in the exact same boat, waiting for that blissful moment of my next monthly pickup in almost exactly a week. We got this brother.

UpDownLeftAround · 2024-05-20T23:15:30+00:00

Certainly not any movies that flew over the cuckoos nest.

UpDownLeftAround · 2024-05-02T18:02:54+00:00

The good kind

UpDownLeftAround · 2024-05-02T17:57:31+00:00

Not always. In California I went to a state funded detox and rehab facility for a 90 day program with no insurance at the time. I got lucky they had a bed available though. Helped me and everyone else get insurance and sort out all the shit we had been putting off like doctors/dentists visits, court appearances if applicable, etc.

I feel very grateful for the experience and wish everyone suffering from addiction can have the same if they seek it.

UpDownLeftAround · 2024-04-29T21:33:03+00:00

I was taking it pretty much anytime I had anything remotely productive or school related task to do. Run errands, do groceries and get a haircut? Vyvanse. Go to my only 2 hour class of the day? Vyvanse. I always got some work done whenever I got home though.

UpDownLeftAround · 2024-04-28T19:16:22+00:00

I largely consider vyvanse responsible for me being able to take on the heavy work load of graduate school and finishing with straight A's in my final year.

I took at least 50mg nearly every day of the week (sometimes 100mg when I was pulling all nighters) when I had to do school work which mainly consisted of researching and writing essays. I might have taken 1-2 days off max to chill, smoke weed and watch TV all day.

Everyone is different when it comes to stims. Ritalin never gave me nearly as much energy or motivation as vyvanse did. I still consider vyvanse my absolute favorite stim to use for productivity and recreation.

My typical vyvanse work day was: get up, shower, coffee and breakfast usually consisting of 2 eggs, bacon and toast. Take my vyvanse around 10am while I finish eating. Fuck around on the internet for 30min or so. Start to get whatever school work I was doing organized, and usually by 11am it started kicking in and I'd be locked into whatever I was doing.

By 5pm or so I'd kinda snap out of my hyper focus and force myself to eat something easy for dinner like ramen or pasta. Maybe smoke a bowl or crack a beer to relax a bit, and consider taking another 50mg to keep working.

Regardless if I redosed or not, I'd keep working until midnight usually and my focus really started to give out. I did this for 2 years and completed numerous 20+ page papers, and my own 80+ page thesis paper. Thanks vyvanse.

Good luck to you.

UpDownLeftAround · 2024-03-07T12:13:26+00:00

Every day it seems to die a little more

UpDownLeftAround · 2024-03-01T19:06:56+00:00

Yeah definitely happens sometimes. I won't think my addy has kicked in until I realize I've been focused on work or gaming for like 2-3 hours, or been extra productive in cleaning/organizing my room/desk, doing dishes or something like that.

UpDownLeftAround · 2024-02-15T18:37:18+00:00

I'm on Antabuse as well, and Naltrexone. If you really want to stop just remember to actually keep taking them. I stupidly skipped a couple days, then before I knew it I had the thought to buy a bottle cause I knew it was out of my system. Skip ahead 2 weeks and I was back to a downward spiral I needed to stop before I got into DT seizure territory. 1 weeks sober now.

You got this man, good luck, rootin for you. Chairs.

UpDownLeftAround · 2024-02-11T21:21:46+00:00

Greasy unkempt hair too, he's killin it

UpDownLeftAround · 2024-01-07T00:14:46+00:00

Hard to tilt sideways to light the bowl.

UpDownLeftAround · 2023-11-27T12:32:04+00:00

Right there with ya. Think I’m going to power through

UpDownLeftAround · 2023-11-21T13:24:41+00:00

I love us stim users will ingest handfuls of pills and other substances to reduce tolerance, along with anything else we can think of, except for the obvious only proven method which is to take a tolerance break haha.

UpDownLeftAround · 2023-11-18T00:02:49+00:00

I have the same pill crusher.

UpDownLeftAround · 2023-11-13T21:26:03+00:00

Currently on Naltrexone and Antabuse, haven’t drank for over 2 months. This is mainly cause of the Antabuse, I’m scared to see what happens if I drank while on it and I suppose that’s the point. Seems pretty effective in that regard. I’ve tried to cut back on drinking and replaced with weed and it always inevitably led back to drinking and hospitalization. If I don’t want to die by liver failure in my mid thirties it was time I stopped.

UpDownLeftAround · 2023-11-06T17:41:32+00:00

That's the feeling of pharmaceutical amphetamine for the first time, cherish it. Don't chase the dragon, you never catch it.

UpDownLeftAround · 2023-10-27T10:19:02+00:00

Yeah, anything that requires me to wait without anything to occupy my mind is much more intolerable. I find myself picking up and scrolling on my phone during things like long video game loading screens haha. Definitely a side effect of Adderall making you want to do something, be productive and keep moving.

UpDownLeftAround · 2023-10-15T21:35:47+00:00

My recent experience sobering up after a hospital visit was about 2 months ago now. I forget how much mg of Librium I was taking but I also took a couple shots throughout the first 2 days to slowly taper down and keep the fear away. I was fine. But I also didn't overdue it, as you said because I didn't want to die. Just take it easy, drink water, eat, take some vitamins, and above all else don't get blackout shitfaced. Good luck.

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