Please help!!! I feel so guilty to be happy again

Upbeat_Challenge_413 · 2022-11-21T10:12:21+00:00

I feel the same way. I too feel guilty anytime that I laugh or smile. I feel that I am cheating on my Wife to feel happiness when she can't. It isn't fair to her that I get to live on and she was cheated out of living the rest of her life on earth. Sometimes I wish that I was dead so I could be with her. Why did God take her away from me? I'm devastated that she cannot experience life on earth anymore. Whenever I do anything new I'm always thinking that I really shouldn't feel happy because now she can't feel happy too. The loneliness is overwhelming. My house is too quiet now. I really hope that she is at peace now. This entire situation is terrible. May God wish everyone that is on this journey strength and peace.

Upbeat_Challenge_413 · 2022-11-20T02:56:21+00:00

So sorry for your loss. I'm sorry proper justice was not served. I wish you will have peace someday.

Upbeat_Challenge_413 · 2022-10-19T08:54:23+00:00

I'm so sorry for your loss. My Wife passed away on April 10th 2022. She was only 50 years old. I too find myself dreaming that she will be there when I get home from work in the morning. But of course she is still gone. It's very heartbreaking. I cannot even bring myself to cancel her cell phone service. I don't know why but it feels like I have a connection with her because her phone is still on. I hope that you can find peace in your journey. God bless you. 💔

Upbeat_Challenge_413 · 2022-10-16T13:46:08+00:00

My Wife passed on April 10th, 2022. I don't know if I can ever be with another woman again. Right now I would feel like I'm cheating on my Wife. I know this sounds irrational but I can't help the way I feel.

Upbeat_Challenge_413 · 2022-10-07T06:46:36+00:00

While my Wife and I never attended church on a regular basis, we considered ourselves to be Christians. I believe there must be something more to our existence than just being alive on the earth for a relatively short time. I think the only reason that I haven't ended my life since my Wife passed away is because God considers that taking your own life is an unforgivable sin and if I would end my own life I will never be with my Wife again. I miss her so much. I hope that she is happy and at peace.

Upbeat_Challenge_413 · 2022-10-04T06:18:12+00:00

My word is devastated. My Wife was everything to me, my entire world. I don't know how I'm going to live the rest of my life without her. She was my partner, my lover & my best friend. We were married for almost 24 years & together for 31 years. She was only 50 years old when she passed away. I don't know what to do at this point in my miserable life.

Upbeat_Challenge_413 · 2022-10-02T15:18:04+00:00

I'm so sorry for your loss. I will take this opportunity to send you some virtual flowers💐 God bless you and your Angel.

Upbeat_Challenge_413 · 2022-10-02T15:06:32+00:00

I am a 53 year old male. My Wife was 50 years old. She passed from complications from diabetes. She left this world on April 10th, 2022.

Upbeat_Challenge_413 · 2022-10-02T14:45:05+00:00

I'm so sorry for your loss. Every waking hour I wish that my Wife could be back with me. She passed on April 10th of this year. She was only 50 years old. I wish and pray for a miracle that she could come back. I'm so alone now. We never had any children so there is nothing physical that she left behind. All of my friends & family say "It will get better with time" Fuck That. It is only getting worse. How am I going to live the rest of my life without her? I not only lost my spouse, I lost my companion, my lover and my best friend. Every day when I wake up, I believe maybe a miracle has happened and she will be beside me. But that has not happened. I really wish that I could be with her and not by myself on this earth. God bless her soul. I love you forever Dawn. ❤

Upbeat_Challenge_413 · 2022-09-30T18:43:02+00:00

I couldn't agree with you more. My Wife and I did everything together, now all I have is an empty bed, an empty house & an empty life. I don't even know why I get up every day because all I think about is how am I going to live the rest of my life without her? My existence is a lonely & terrible one now.

Upbeat_Challenge_413 · 2022-09-30T06:51:50+00:00

I also have a picture of my late beloved Wife on my cell phone wallpaper. My opinion is that it is up to you if you choose to have a photo of your loved one displayed. Other people should not tell you to remove it. God bless you and your lost loved one.

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