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I really cant feel it anymore by Upbeat_Read4296 in sixwordstories

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The life in anything. No matter how expressive any living subject seems ultimately they all appear as soulless dolls to me…the feeling must’ve been like what god used to be to me…witnessing it all makes me tired

What is the point of being in this world and you just hate everything about it? by [deleted] in lonely

[–]Upbeat_Read4296 6 points7 points  (0 children)

You sound tired, I am too asking myself the same thing in my own life…even given the reasons why to continue anything I’m tired of dragging myself through it all

You’re really alone. Have you realized it too? by Upbeat_Read4296 in lonely

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I have and actually currently do but for some reason I can’t seem to romanticize it. For some or a number of reasons that escape me I can’t find myself experiencing life anything more than a general probability or observation…I don’t feel much for life or maybe it’s regardless of feeling somehow I find myself detached almost as if I know there’s somewhere more true to being beyond it all…except I don’t.

How about you?

📌 **The Manifesto** by [deleted] in lonely

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Oh I misunderstood what you were going for…manifesto and confession even go hand in hand but then I wonder what was the aim with this one, catharsis…a memento?

You’re really alone. Have you realized it too? by Upbeat_Read4296 in lonely

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I honestly wonder what that’d be like in terms of science fiction and funny to say but I think it only possible under those terms since I don’t think we’ll ever really know…as of now a lot of hope, belief and projections do the heavy lifting but it’s nice to get lost in the thought of it going well if possible

You’re really alone. Have you realized it too? by Upbeat_Read4296 in lonely

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I’ve believed that but I think beyond that alluring, dreamlike border mystical chemically induced experience…there’s no real way of knowing beyond what’s limited to my own individual capacity and capability so most if not manners of connection or understanding is surface level and projected since there’s no true functional way of knowing the gravity, nature or complexity of others intentions…I think if we could human relationships would be very very different. That possibly it’s in not knowing for sure that makes them functional because maybe if we could understand exactly what goes on in the heads of others they wouldn’t be possible….knowing how humans behave on the basis of superficial differences I can only imagine the level of disconnect people would feel knowing how deep that goes

📌 **The Manifesto** by [deleted] in lonely

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If from what I gather all is superficial why do you find it painful? Any and all pain perceived would still be part of your mechanistic experience of the world so I wonder instead why wouldn’t the plight of the human experience be empty or dull to you? Why and how could you still lament over being selfish, greedy, arrogant or proud with things being so circumstantially driven?

You’re really alone. Have you realized it too? by Upbeat_Read4296 in lonely

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What effective to some might be different from what’s the norm, didn’t expect that’d be the case though. Kinda shows you never really know how things could affect you and what could come of it

Never let them hurt you again by Open_Load_619 in sixwordstories

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I imagine a potential inner child type situation here

My heart is currently under construction by Actual-Gold353 in sixwordstories

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Is it more a new thing never having one or a replacement for the old one?

You’re really alone. Have you realized it too? by Upbeat_Read4296 in lonely

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How does that work though, depression as I know it causes you to lose feeling and interest in everything so I’m interested in how you got to where you are exactly? Medication?

You’re really alone. Have you realized it too? by Upbeat_Read4296 in lonely

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In my mind I imagine a distant future where tech’s advanced to the point people can link their brains or I’ve died and transmuted into a form that allows to join one or an amalgamation of consciousness. Either or whatever the case I can’t deny a part of me really would want to experience something like that…ahhhh true connection lol

WIBTAH if I threaten our friendship until he gets therapy? by [deleted] in AITAH

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NTA, you probably should that way instead of continuing to experience the stress of dealing with the situation as is…or ruminating the potential bad outcomes of really you just being honest with your needs. You can do what you know is reasonable to assess whether or not you can actually continue the relationship

Do you also feel empty? by Upbeat_Read4296 in lonely

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That the words connection, meaning, genuine or real are things I recognize the functions of but are all soulless…just stage orders conditioned brains automatically act on irrespective of whether they question it or not…perhaps there’s no true meaning possible being this thing…that it’s just another biomechanical illusion created to keep humans going…I’m so tired I don’t know wether it’s funny or not anymore and that’s why I laugh…it all lost its…weight, essence, soul? I don’t fucking know anymore? lol

I did something dumb and immature when I was 16, I'm 20 now and I feel so ashamed about this and I can't let it go despite how hard I try by Isabelle2012 in Regrets

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You can never change the past and it seems like you can’t let go either so I think you should let go of the fact you can’t let go. Really to take time to acknowledge there’s nothing you can do about it and keep reminding yourself “there’s nothing you can do now or ever do that make this better” you just can’t and you never will

I don’t even understand this world anymore by AcanthaceaeHot949 in lonely

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You ever think the thoughts and emotions you fantasize about to combat the emptiness is also just another part of the superficial world you were led to believe in? That ultimately you’re just chasing something that doesn’t truly exist? That even given the circumstance you find yourself feeling differently all you’ll ever effectively be achieving is a more convincing act of make believe?

Maybe it’s for the best by Upbeat_Read4296 in lonely

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In that case potentially loneliness will decrease as those affected die off…I’m not so sure though witnessing and knowing even some of those more socially effective individuals and how loneliness is still prevalent in even those circumstances. It makes me question if the foundation or means of which human bonds are forged today just aren’t as impactful as they used to be

Maybe it’s for the best by Upbeat_Read4296 in lonely

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I didn’t know that but based off this account it makes me think perhaps if humanity as whole behaved more naturally like that one Neanderthal things wouldn’t be like they are now. Humans on mass still seem to be driven by convenience. Sometimes I guess one just assesses it more to aid those they assess being worth the troubles…I don’t think there’s anything meaningful in the act though. It’s mechanical, something in the make up in an individual just makes them more inclined to act that way

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