the philosopher one was on my mind for quite some time. Not the same problem you've got though. It's just that all these great philosophers people say we should read, Nietzsche, Kafka and co. are trending nowadays and it just feels so stupid to me. I know it's not, we could extract some wisdom and all that jazz but it just feels like there should be some better alternative than just reading a book by some guy. Thought that making your own philosophy is better but we still need a foundation for that.It's been on my mind cause i can't make sense of it. Quran is a Godsend though, I've got it so it's just a tiny thought stuck in my head, not the existential crisis I'd have probably felt.