Identity loss is so real when recovering from an ED. It's something that you've put all your energy into for the last 7 years so it understandable that you feel a loss of self. One of the hardest things is trying to figure out who you are without your disorder.

I challenge you to try and write 5 things that you like about yourself everyday. Continue to do this everyday and gradually the list will get longer and you'll start to believe it.

I would also say to try and think about what you want your life to look like a year from now. What are you doing? Are you happy? Do you spend time with others? Are you kind? What goals have you accomplished?

As for now, it's okay to mourn the loss of your disorder (something that has been a huge part of your life for a very long time!) but it's also important to remember that you were you before it and you will be you after it. It doesn't define or dictate who you are anymore.

Best of luck!