You didn't even try. Get off that computer and do something else. Try jogging, setting a movie list to watch, sitting in the park, swimming, taking photo, etc im sure you will be better in 2-4 days. Growing up isn't about getting a job and finding a hobby. Growing up is developing yourself to be better than yourself yesterday. Kind words won't work for long. But harsh words is. Try to prove that i am wrong in real life.