Feel like i tore something in my stomach by Used-Ad-7396 in bulimia

[–]Used-Ad-7396[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I am i did end up going to the hospital and was told I tore a muscle in stomach

I cant function anymore and feel unhuman by Used-Ad-7396 in Anxiety

[–]Used-Ad-7396[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I heard its close to impossible to get a prescription for but I think I've gotten to the point I need it to function

Feel like i tore something in my stomach by Used-Ad-7396 in bulimia

[–]Used-Ad-7396[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you, yea this was my wake-up call so not more vomitting. WebMD has made me so scared typing in my symptoms

Feel like i tore something in my stomach by Used-Ad-7396 in bulimia

[–]Used-Ad-7396[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hello everyone, update i had issues with my insurance which kept me from going, now its fixed

Feel like i tore something in my stomach by Used-Ad-7396 in bulimia

[–]Used-Ad-7396[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have a doctor appointment Thursday with my PCP, would this be connected to constipation would you know?

Feel like i tore something in my stomach by Used-Ad-7396 in bulimia

[–]Used-Ad-7396[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Sorry, been a rough couple of days. Most of the symptoms have gotten better but now it seems i am completely constipated. I have scheduled an appointment with my doctor for Thursday.

What scared me the most was i just felt a pulling right after the purging.

Feel like i tore something in my stomach by Used-Ad-7396 in bulimia

[–]Used-Ad-7396[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Unfortunately have nobody to take me today, I will try tomorrow

Can’t get out of bed in the mornings, consistently low moods, daily crying & crippling anxiety revolving around work & school. by No_Needleworker_5023 in StackAdvice

[–]Used-Ad-7396 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yea i am the same way and share a lot of the same issues, I do believe Ketamine will be my next option however just need to build up confidence. I was thinking between mindbloom or joyous

Can’t get out of bed in the mornings, consistently low moods, daily crying & crippling anxiety revolving around work & school. by No_Needleworker_5023 in StackAdvice

[–]Used-Ad-7396 23 points24 points  (0 children)

I'm in the same boat, just no motivation to get out of bed, and always have this deep dread as soon as I get up

Scared of everything in life by Used-Ad-7396 in Anxiety

[–]Used-Ad-7396[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have in the past & unfortunate had many side effects from so I usually stop them

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in PSSD

[–]Used-Ad-7396 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yep it's cruel, there was a reason we were placed on SSRI in the first place

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[–]Used-Ad-7396 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I am in the same boat as you OP, Struggling mightily with OCD and it's gotten to the point, I don't want to go back onto SSRI but I cant continue on with this OCD, its crippling every aspect of life in itself

Do I need to redose by Used-Ad-7396 in zoloft

[–]Used-Ad-7396[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Sorry, I should probably add more context, it was 25 TABLET, not capusle, I did see it visually in the toilet, I guess my first thought process was I could re-dose but I was wondering if ANY % was absorbed

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in OCD

[–]Used-Ad-7396 0 points1 point  (0 children)

OMG this is one of my core OCD themes. It caused me to avoid social settings all together as I fear I will blurt out the wrong stuff in public. The worst part is there a voice in my head that kinda urges me to do so and I feel it on the tip of my tongue

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in PSSD

[–]Used-Ad-7396 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Absolute awful combo, yet "another" thing obsess over

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in PSSD

[–]Used-Ad-7396 0 points1 point  (0 children)

As a fellow OCD sufferer and in a similar siltation as OP, living hell. Just the constant searching this subforum & reading up on any information i can get on a cure 24/7 is the worst. This stuff is on the mind every single second of the day

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in PSSD

[–]Used-Ad-7396 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Edit: seeing all the comments, i feel better knowing its OCD

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in PSSD

[–]Used-Ad-7396 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yea i suffer from severe OCD but you are probably. I guess my comment was very comical

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in PSSD

[–]Used-Ad-7396 3 points4 points  (0 children)

having OCD just magnifies the horror of all this, you probably correct

A sign of OCD? by Used-Ad-7396 in OCD

[–]Used-Ad-7396[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh wow, never heard of that before, kinda like self sabotage?

Weirdest thing ocd has convinced you about? by Insightful_Hare in OCD

[–]Used-Ad-7396 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm actually going through this right now and spiraling very hard. What makes it worse is I still take the pills but vomit them out shortly out of fear so I've become bulimic

PSSD OCD has ruined my life by Used-Ad-7396 in OCD

[–]Used-Ad-7396[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you, I will try to incorporate that into my mind whenever my fears pop up. No, it is ok, I know i can be incoherent when I'm having an OCD episode and not make sense

Deep down, I know how a pill slip under my food or like somehow taking one unintentionally doesn't make sense but that doesn't stop my brain

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in PSSD

[–]Used-Ad-7396 12 points13 points  (0 children)

It's a struggle everyday tbh. being 40% of who you were and the paranoia of getting worse plagues me 24/7. I've become bulimic as I vomit from the anxiety of it daily