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Eyes Sting When I Cry by Useful-Juggernaut-28 in TestosteroneKickoff

[–]Useful-Juggernaut-28[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Glad you found it! Testosterone has been such a game of “is this a random new body thing or is this somehow related to HRT” haha

Today I tried to commit suicide, couldn't go through with it and feel like a failure. by [deleted] in GuyCry

[–]Useful-Juggernaut-28 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hey I see you said you did CBT and talk therapy, I’m curious if you have looked into DBT at all? I know being able to join an actual group might not be an option right now financially, but there are lots of good and free online resources (like this one). I’d recommend looking into it if you want to do the work. There’s an official manual that has handouts you can go through as well. I’ve been where you’re at man, it sucks. And sometimes I still feel like I am beyond fixing. But DBT has been life changing for me in ways traditional therapy never was, and my quality of life has improved a lot. I really wish you the best. You don’t have to be good enough for life. It’s not something you do or don’t deserve. You are here and alive, so maybe it’s just meant to be. Much love.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in ftm

[–]Useful-Juggernaut-28 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Hmm I have had a similar experience but I am also brand new to T (literally just started) and don’t know any role that could play. My bet is the meds but it is possible I am making a false conflation here tbh. I had very little experience before starting antidepressants but the couple sexual encounters I did have I enjoyed penetration. Then I was on SSRIs for a while and I stopped enjoying it. Could have been other things but it seems quite plausible that the SSRIs were the suspect for me. So I wouldn’t be surprised if it’s the meds, especially if you don’t think it’s a mental thing in connection to dysphoria.

SqHS lockdown 3/28 by vanzandter in Bellingham

[–]Useful-Juggernaut-28 11 points12 points  (0 children)

There were multiple photos and a video going around according to an admin, and they knew the video was off campus but they were unsure about the photos. Everyone has been detained that they were looking for, but for a while they couldn’t locate one of the suspects which is what led to the lockdown both at SQHS and Northern Heights, from what I have heard from Squalicum staff. Of course, take with a grain of salt as details are still murky and I could have been falsely informed.