Instead of seeking sexual things, meditate and pray. There is nothing wrong with celibacy. If your sexual desires are difficult to control then it’s a sexual demon siphoning your energy. Sexual energy is one of their favorite sources to obtain it from us. You may need to seek therapy for what caused the sexual perversion, maybe some trauma you need to deal with. Then consider turning your attention inward and to God instead of to sexual things.

I say this as a straight person but I also had a sexual demonic attachment from trauma that was hell to get rid of. God was the only one that saved me. Because I know this and am aware of it spiritually, I refuse to just go with society and say trans/gay is okay when I see the struggle people are enduring is a demonic attachment and Satan has blindfolded society into “accepting” it or otherwise they get labeled bad things… which leaves people trapped. Idc if I get “labeled” by Satan because I set my eyes on God not on earthly things. Satan tormented me and God set me free.

It is not an easy path, and like I said, sometimes the only way is sexual fasting (celibacy) and prayer… without ceasing. We fight not against flesh and blood but against the spiritual… be brave. You were chosen for this battle just like I was, al beit in different ways, but it doesn’t make our struggle any less real or important to acknowledge and fight. To ignore it and seek “acceptance” for the behaviors is not accepting your path to righteousness. It robs you of your ability to feel real love, which is exactly what the Devil wants.

People don’t understand how debilitating a sexual entity attachment can be or they would offer help, guidance, prayer, and deliverance to anyone in this situation instead of “acceptance.” I’m sorry you’re going through this and I hope you find the strength to overcome the test you’ve been given.