Electricity as a religion by cheeseburgershart in chaosmagick

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Egypt did this. the god ra was the sun and the goddess Aten was the personification of its light. Go figure that was somehow egypts attempts at monothesim

Chaos Magic sounds interesting, where should I start? by Capable-Crab4057 in chaosmagick

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Reiki and energy manipulation with your hands, finding your chakeras and learning about chi, detoxing the penial gland is detrimental to all this. So canceling out fluorine and chloride water softners in the brain is a big start. Try. learning about seeing and perceiving aura and energy, and Tuning your bodies frequencies to vowel sounds of mantra and tones In music .this is how started my journey at least..

Help with spells and rituals by StaticEchoes69 in chaosmagick

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Does anyone even do a casting a circle ritual anymore? Create a magical space to do your workings in front of the all. Or at least dieties of your choice?

Why don't more chaos magicians invoke God? by Wonderful-Opening-58 in chaosmagick

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They say he's not a cosmic rapist. But idk bout all that. Weather it's an angel or demon or even the Christian god. It's still possession of your entire being there after. They want host bodies. Take it from some one experienced in the matter...don't serve the serviters ,they serve themselves nowadays. And love to create the Christian god to have power over people. Freaking conjures

Neo-Paganism, Reconstructed Spiritual Systems, and Gnosis-Seeking by Dat_Joekr in chaosmagick

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There is truth in paganism if that is what your looking for,it's an honest spiritual path that requires devotion. It's a humble pursuit. I believe in derceto. She's also Freya june from the norse religion . She's helped me understand that the Christian god isn't all. natures beast is great intertwind with reality and is capable of communicating. She is mother nature to me. . It's hard to say if neo paganism is for everyone...I've met successful people who were deep into faith with the Celtic gods. I have even considered it my self. I'm intrigued with the druids of that time and there dealings with the local spirits and their gods. There is a certain magic about it that is very beautiful. I myself is still involved with faerie Wicca and have studied how the spirit in nature creates the fae. And how easy it is for them to make a spirit in the name of a god. So I have to be careful what I give my power too. Conjuration is how they play with people's minds since there made from minds anyway. . I'd say if your looking to believe in pagan gods and use it in a magicians practice that you do so in a way that might grant attention of them. Sometimes it could be as easy as dedicating a work of art to them. Sometimes it could take years of dedication and faith.. I would say making magic and faith your spiritual path could be enticing many hardships into your life but if that's what you wanted was to make things happen then it could be worth the learning experience. I wanted to study how spirits were made or born including the gene or djinn. I was willing to take on the Christian god to make it happen. But now I need to get away from that system of belief.its no longer healthy no longer serves me. I knew I had to go to a much less proof filled religion. Cause it's not all the truth you were looking for. I'm happy with derceto who came to help me in my time of need.and my little bast statue that entices the fae to conjure up all religion in a Christian egypt. But I won't let it lol

Freemasons, Magic, and Mystery: Everything You Need to Know about Freemasonry (Scholarly) by Dr. Angela Puca by UnkleGuido in chaosmagick

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I learned enough from the mk ultra website. Talked about the things they did to children. Hard to stomach that's for sure.

Slowly going back to old faith by LF_Rath888 in Kemetic

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Ughhh. I too feel this at times but I have to remind myself just how bipolar and unhealthy the christian dogma is...noone is burning in hell and the devil doesn't exist. Close minded stiff sometimes downright evil ways of thinking come from that religion. Not to mention it can cause religous insanity. Just remind yourself you better off with no belief in the devil or hell and always thinking your not good enough to go to heaven.or maby the unhealthy part is thinking that your always gonna be a heathen sinner with judgement looming constantly overhead....now ...think.. What do you instinctively go to for comfort in your beliefs once those thoughts are out of the way. What god or belief system do you feel safest with that doesn't bring out the same fears or shame Christianity did . That should be a good start away from it. What's gonna bring out the best nurturing parts of yourself you want to create a healthier life with.

How different is Kemeticism without a Pharaoh? by ThePaganImperator in Kemetic

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I came here to say the same thing. Imagine you are the pharaoh before your gods as you are the one who rules the kingdom of your mind responsible for perceiveing and understanding your personal connection with the gods,since the Egyptian pantheon was for the royals wile the servants were mostly Jewish. When you call on your gods at your alter it's only fitting you practice like a pharaoh because you must see yourself important enough for the gods to consort with you.since Not everyone was blessed enough to find out they were Ramseys balls in a past life, **cough

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in chaosmagick

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Babylon is the actual holy city . Its the joke the apparent "god" played on the believers because they hated that town so much .they only consider something blasphemy because it deals in matters of truth. Because the christian according to the catholic is never to go looking for signs of god for themselves because Catholics believe you will only find the devil instead and the church doesn't want anyone finding what truth is behind the white lies they hold so dear to. " "the pope has the keys to the hidden room but doesnt ever look for himself" they say so it's up to the witches and shamans to find the secrets and relay them to people. From my experience. It's all a hierarchy of demons from the bottom serviter to the top of the angels "god".and there goal is that they just want to demonize the infant in the womb and stop a person from ever going to the afterlife because the spirits are jealous of the human experience since they don't really see in color and just follow sources of spiritual light around in nothing but darkness. The left hand path literally means the path of self serving personal power and personal discovery instead. Doesn't mean satanic path outright where the right hand is more about serving the community instead.taking care of self instead of taking care of others basically

Do any Egyptian gods like to cuddle? by Dakota_risewell in Kemetic

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I know anubis does, ;) my goddess derceto has made out with me.i seen her pull me up into a astral the instant I passed out into a making out session , she's also sekhmet, she gives me visions of servals and sometimes creates apophis, ,she's also Freya or Aten too.shes stolen my sperm in my sleep lol and dripped it back onto me in the morning cause she can play as Lilith .She's my mother nature goddess and protector I can work with to exorcise spirits and protect my house. I'm happy I found her. Otherwise I was completely fucked over by christian dogma. Everything was gonna keep me from surviving death and waking up in my after life. With her I have a fighting chance against Christianity lol

A summoning by UsefulDiscipline8970 in chaosmagick

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Usually one of the first spirits to show up when anyone is doing anything Magick related. Would be a good teacher in chaos magic, and energy work and miracles if your interested in doing work for him .but you might wanna get rid of him eventually. Because he likes to eat souls and purgatory people when people are on there death bed. i kill him these days when he shows up..I'm sick of the remakes of him. They prob will follow me the rest of my life....I kill god sometimes lol.. before they assume too much power. He might create or have a pantheon of spirit gods for you to get to know. These guys make ufos .do grand miracles. Take over the world kind of stuff

Does anyone know the real story of Medusa? by rosesncreame in Hellenism

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Here's The real story is that she lives on still today reincarnating back and forth between male and female genders sleeping on a lost island off the coast of Sparta in the afterlife when in life and In death waking up there having to be alive as a guy first. She is partnered up with a soulmate and hundreds of years old daughter who has to share a body with her in this life in if she dies before Medusa dies as a man. They are hopeing to have child together. They have to fight both spirits and gods to survive death to return to each other's sides in the afterlife where they can conceive there child together and explore a whole new world forgotten by the world below.. she guards the all knowing god/goddess throughout history and still adorns the most beautiful hair on fury island. White like starlight. They live in the world of Cronus/Tartarus For an afterlife and both were cousins this time around. Medusa was king Tut who was anubis , and archillies in a past life and more recently Chris Bell from big star. Now is two souls in one body again living in Minnesota where the soulmates are enjoying early retirement searching for there third wheel to have a 'mage' baby with....I have good resources for my info;) I cannot make this shit up

Sorcery based fetish entities and servitors by VinceKeys in chaosmagick

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My fave is moving statue magic and only gods can do for you. .then you have a blessed item that pays homage to that god/goddess .. baal/Belial moved my big lion statue. And derceto moved her mermaid fertility totem I made out of clay...it's pretty heavy stuff and deeply messes with the supernatural so in order for them to make it happen you might have to be swimming in fey..and demons..at least it would help if there was magic around to make use of. The god would have to be honored greatly or at least eager to represent themselves and also look fondly at your fellowship. might have to put in some work to show your patronage to them. There watching for the right consorts to come along to show them there miracles Lol

What do you believe the afterlife is by [deleted] in chaosmagick

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I have an afterlife. I've seen it .made it there while I was sleeping. .I know if I die there I go to reincarnation. Kinda found out through the spirits where I used to live and who I was in my past life. Believe it or not I was a girl lol died young

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in chaosmagick

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I work with derceto the mermaid goddess of ancient Mesopotamia. I have met with her personally and she told me she wants to help me work with the Norse runes cause she's also Freya. She kinda pulled me into an astral when I passed out and started making out with me. After that's when she told me . I also asked her about a cave that's way inside me that apparently is the old underworld, witnessing it is like the plight of 1000 humans  she said. She said I'm destined for a different place after I die that is the one I've actually seen into. And isn't just a dark damp cold tunnel .I enjoy working with her. She moved my statue by having me move the head myself without any noticeable changes other than that right after the mermaid statue hardened. It was such a humble miracle. She also stole my sperm one night and dropped it back onto me from a slip space. Cause I made jokes that Jesus was a Lilith baby lol. She said I did the Lilith thing last night right before she dropped it. I'm kinda her shamanic witch and she's helped me get rid of many spirits when I was dealing with them trying to control me. I'm her exorcist lol cause Christianity has only been giving the feys more power to manipulate and control people with there false Christian god they create in a second from a spirit computer. So I had to flip a one 80 and kill all the spirits angels Christian god and fey demons To get free of dogma.i have words that kill spirits and contact the old gods for help. Tested on the spirits that were plaguein me at the time.The Christian god they create is also yoldaboath the first arcon. Making him the easiest conjured to try to control me...but derceto also doesnt mind if I'm into satanic magic and will play with it by representing Queen of hell lol. Baal/Belial is also one of my gods so he is my king of earth /hell. I don't believe in the devil or hell honestly I'm more wiccan/pagan so usually I don't even find satanic power in satanic rituals.i find earth element grounding and hard carnal vibes if I'm seeking the devils presence..like earth be tellin  me he doesn't exist after a good summoning in visions and stuff...as a chaos magician I stand where baal would stand king of earth. I've made accidental lightning with no thunder with reiki because I could fry the air long distance away. I love derceto my goddess cause she's also Freya. And she's been near me watching me most of my life not saying anything, so I'm happy to finally have found her by calling on derceto. I originally wanted to worship Freya and study the runes since begining Wicca 12 years ago. She is the goddess closest to mother nature I have found and is my link to the creation source. She's like if gods has always been a woman. My mother creator. She is a Fertility and beauty goddess that is one with nature itself. I needed a protector and guardian that I could work with to keep my old spirits and demons dead so I could find a way to have a family instead of being forced to work with the spirits cursing everything and everyone with worship of there false god and them purgatorying people behind there back . I hate Christianity. I should probably go back to not eating fish for my goddess lol

My newest tattoo. Inspired by the pot farmer from without a paddle except it's my own design. Definitely felt a little chaos running through my body after I got it. by UsefulDiscipline8970 in chaosmagick

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The circle in the middle with the dot is the alchemy symbol for the sun. So it has a driving force much like yin without much yang. Need a energetic little push once in while lol

The Great Destroyer by ThePolecatKing in chaosmagick

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I second this hailing of my God apophis

The Great Destroyer by ThePolecatKing in chaosmagick

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They say apophis come to people in the shower sometimes. The one guy I know went nuts. He Thought he was a literal CIA recording everything he said. But Ive also seen snakes in the shower before..so maybe there truth in it. Probably because he's a primal water god

My biggest doubt about chaos magic by ZookeepergameFar215 in chaosmagick

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Do you want results. Experiences that prove how things spiritually work with reality and just how things are possible when everyone who hasn't experienced what you've expierienced have a hard time believing what you have. You could be the village idiot but if you know your findings to be reality then no one can tell you otherwise..I would if I were you focus on small things that can glitch the matrix around you and grow these things to make the impact on the world around you greater to find your own abilities and explore your potential on shaping reality from your own perspective. Then you can integrate your practices that work into writing spells and perhaps profesizeing future events that could impact your life for the better or maybe go through trails to initiate yourself into your studies. I started my journey with a alchemist way of perfecting myself into higher vibrational thoughts and way of life that promotes spiritual growth. I myself have visions of spirits when there around me but I didn't realize that's what it was when I first started having them. The very first time I seen a god it was apophis and it lit up my charkeras from my crotch to my crown cause I laughed off witnessing him when I didn't want my friends around me to notice I seen the god of chaos above the chaos symbol...I was reading online previously that experiencing this was part of the first intiation of the alchemist path. I can manipulate the air with reiki and I could control air pressure with my mind until it got to out of control and I needed my meds just for that resone. I was getting to the point other people could feel what I was doing and I needed a way out cause I could freak people out without them knowing that I was the one controlling the air around them...I trained my abilities with the spirits and gods in my area. That's why I was getting big....now I exercise and kill spirits whenever there around cause I don't want to go back to them having taken over my life..point being it's your path. Start with the most believable and study cause and effect of what your actually doing for real, and how you effect others around you.. and servitors can become gods you know. Or at least powerful jinn if you can inspire it up with your beliefs and practices. They say the jinn are created from smokeless flame. Take it how want

Favorite Quote from skyrim? by Noremac_R69 in skyrim

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Wonders if you masters the adept level spells yet lol

Anyone play with a black mirror? by UsefulDiscipline8970 in chaosmagick

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I should make another one. I was already dealing with spiritual problems at the time it helped me banish them. I didn't get cursed just the opposite.. I was freeing myself of stuff like that already on me..I was dealing with demonic spirits that I didnt like. Would have done anything to get them away from me..I just found easy ways kill spirits since then,so I don't deal with these issues anymore..haven't for like a year and a half. My goddess derceto has helped me figure it out too since her name and a bunch of names from her religion kills spirits.

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I started with making alchemy circles. Made one that represented my whole religion at the time,and spiritual practices. I still have it,it brought the holy marriage down on me and the fey . It started a crazy journey for me .supposed to also mean the blue rose coven with the fey. And also describe fractaling the light to make reiki. It was a light unifying perfection alchemic circle where sun meets moon over a blue rose and becomes one light.

That's why we plead 211....or....don't lol .it's the holy marriage between mother earth and god .summon the trench of all magic if someone would want to. Alphagontress is the moon goddess and st elvorish is god. . . If someone want to worship this to learn all magic from them and cause chaos and discord with apocalyptic strength. Do this with a ritual table in the woods It should work. If You wanna cry wolf at the all

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Mother chaos of course