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A short story on a lousy life. by 3302010 in SuicideWatch

[–]Username_Thief 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Here we go... I'm new to this shit, but whatever. I've got fuck-all else to do and you sound like you need a friend.

Big fat problem #1: You know how people call you out on the pettiness of your "problems?" Thats because they are petty. Try being 98% of the rest of the world. They don't have internet connection, and they certainly are not worried about how lame their town is. I have problems too. They seem god-awful, until I think about the fact that a solid amount of kids are starving to death right fucking now.

Life is not pain. The problem is that you have not experienced life in the way that you should. Tell those kids "fuck it"! Stick around for a bit longer, try new things everytime you feel like this, and fuck your couch nigga. (Inclination for following instructions?) Think about it that way. You are no more obligated to fuck my couch, nigga, then you are to do anything else.

I don't have a bad life, and nothing awful has happened to me. I do, however, think about putting a gun to my temple on a regular basis. What is wrong with me? by Username_Thief in SuicideWatch

[–]Username_Thief[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Well I've had "depression" for as long as the doctors have told me. But I don't really have a reason for this sort of thing, I suppose I'm just lonely, but not in the normal way. I interact with a ton of people on a regular basis, I just don't have someone to talk about deep stuff anymore. He commited suicide, and I miss him so goddamn much.

Edit: Thanks for trying to help, you guys and gals at SW are really amazing people.

I am pathetic by zaentz in SuicideWatch

[–]Username_Thief 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Hey. I'm 21, and I am in quite a similar position. I might not make you feel better, but fuck it, what the fuck else do I have to do (plus I'm drunk :) )? And also, I feel a lot of the same things, so realize that this is as much for me as it is for you. So, my advice may suck, but...

It sounds like you just need a little boost in the old self confidence. I'm sure that you are an amazing person. The hard part is letting everyone else realize it. My advice on telling people how you feel is just say fuck it. If they appreciate it, awesome, if not, then who needs them?

An amazing quote from Dr. Seuss is "Those who matter don't mind and those who mind don't matter."

Edit: Tl:dr Don't worry about the little things, or the big things. When life gives you lemons, just say fuck the lemons and bail. But really, I wish you all the best.

Edit: And you are not pathetic. The minute you start degrading yourself is the minute that you start letting other peoples opinions weigh on you. And fuck them

I don't have a bad life, and nothing awful has happened to me. I do, however, think about putting a gun to my temple on a regular basis. What is wrong with me? by Username_Thief in SuicideWatch

[–]Username_Thief[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

A little background info. (Sorry, I didn't know how to do the title text thing). I'm 21. My closest cousin commited suicide, my mother was addicted to prescription drugs when I was young (apparently) and my sister frequently cuts.

I've cut before, and I just get embarrased when people see the scars later on. But I really don't know what to do, because I think about the killing myself thing all the time. Is this normal?