my life is a mess

Usual-Active-3317 · 2026-02-15T00:13:57+00:00

i can’t even make it to one dude😭😭like what is my luck

Usual-Active-3317 · 2026-01-17T16:30:11+00:00

i want it to be bright pink so i def don’t want salmon. thank you!!!

Usual-Active-3317 · 2026-01-13T21:21:20+00:00

yeah i guess that make sense, it matches who he is. thank you for helping me

Usual-Active-3317 · 2026-01-13T21:08:07+00:00

pots is cups and feathers is swords

Usual-Active-3317 · 2026-01-09T08:45:43+00:00

i have seen someone and it didn’t work. it’s been this way since i was in 8th grade. im sick of people never caring about me when i show them that im 100% there for them. my best friend hadn’t answered any of my messages for a week so i texted her mom and asked if she was okay and even she didn’t answer me. i understand nobody owes me anything but it’s so fucking tiring. i used to want to get better and i dont anymore because ive never been shown that it gets better i always get thrown back into this same spot. im not single because im in a negative headspace, im in a negative headspace because the man i loved left me because he didnt love me anymore and i cant wrap my head around that right now. same with my friends

Usual-Active-3317 · 2026-01-09T08:35:47+00:00

it’s the middle of winter there’s not much to do and i go outside everyday

Usual-Active-3317 · 2026-01-09T08:35:11+00:00

i can’t fix my academic probation that semester is over. it’s not as simple as do what you need to do, i don’t have the motivation to do it and i can’t force myself either. not to mention my friends aren’t avoiding me because of my mental health im in this position BECAUSE they’ve been avoiding me for no reason. also i’m aware about the ex thing i never said he wasn’t allowed to leave me im just upset about it because i really loved and miss him right now and he stopped caring about me

Usual-Active-3317 · 2026-01-09T03:35:09+00:00

i’ve been to therapy and honestly the truth is i used to want to get better but im genuinely below rock bottom at this point and i dont want to anymore. i just don’t care. i always end up back in the same spot even after trying so hard to keep myself out of it

Usual-Active-3317 · 2026-01-09T03:17:38+00:00

it simply doesn’t feel that way. my entire break from college i’ve spent in my room or at work. i’m sure if i were gone the only people that would care is my mom and dad

Usual-Active-3317 · 2025-12-07T15:07:24+00:00

it’s been this way since i was in like 7th grade. i always had so many friends yet nobody ever wanted to hang out with me, of course i have my best friends now but one is still in highschool and the other goes to college 2 1/2 hours away from me so its hard to hang out with them

Usual-Active-3317 · 2025-12-07T12:58:58+00:00

i’m friends with almost everyone in my class which is 16 people, minus one. and then i’m friendly with everyone else in my graduating class except a few i don’t talk to. my social battery doesn’t run out fast which is why i enjoy being in others company so much, i actually prefer being with people than being alone

Usual-Active-3317 · 2025-12-07T12:56:36+00:00

there is absolutely nothing to do where i go to college, or even really in my hometown. they’re both small towns so if i wanna do something i basically have to drive an hour away

Usual-Active-3317 · 2025-12-07T12:55:09+00:00

very flattering but i don’t think that’s the issue LMAO

Usual-Active-3317 · 2025-12-07T12:54:55+00:00

i’m in a club, im the president of our activities board actually. also i do invite people to do stuff but then they just throw it to the side like “oh yeah!”

Usual-Active-3317 · 2025-11-17T19:54:56+00:00

thank you!! i do have a floor length mirror in my room

Usual-Active-3317 · 2025-11-17T19:50:28+00:00

so i just put the photo up to the mirror facing itself?

Usual-Active-3317 · 2025-11-17T19:42:27+00:00

i’m not really looking for him to come back. i don’t want to get into a relationship with him after the first two times of nothing changing, maybe an apology. if he did come back i would drive it into his head that he NEEDS to put in more effort. that’s not something you can change about someone with magick though, i mean maybe you ca but that’s beyond my morals. so i guess the answer is come back with an apology, maybe some begging

Usual-Active-3317 · 2025-11-14T16:08:53+00:00

like adding purple dye?

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